It's just pouring outside.
A bit of thunder, a bit of lightning.
I feel so alone.
There's people around me, but it's just in my head.
I hate the rain.
It's pretty to watch, a pain to get stuck in.
My friend would sometimes say that the weather can affect your mood, I think that's partly true.
I miss everyone, I don't like having free time to think for myself.
I just want to go back to school and do something with my life. See my friends, meet new people.
But at the same time, I feel like a bother.
Just people would be having a grander time if I wasn't there.
That I'm boring or annoying.
Maybe that is the case
But it seems that people do enjoy my company sometimes
That always makes me happy
My friends make me happy
They want me there
They worry about me
So I'm not a bother after all
