*Troye's POV*
Practice went by smoothly. We mainly just went over the first scene- introducing all the characters. When I got home I decided to fully look through the script, because let's face it, I was pretty dang curious about what happens between "Tyler and Troye." I was surprised when I turned to the last page and found it missing. It made sense though, I know Hannah pretty well by now, and I know that they are probably trying the keep the ending a surprise.
It was kind of weird not having plans with Tyler today. I've spent the last few days with him, so I guess it would have been weird to ask him to come over. So, instead of texting Tyler, I decided to keep my mind occupied by scrolling through Tumblr. I was only on there for what felt like five minutes, but if you've ever been on Tumblr, you know thats not really how long I was laying on my couch cuddling my laptop. It had to have been a while, because when I finally closed my laptop, it was dark outside.
I woke up the next moring breathing heavy and my body was covered in sweat. I knew exactly what caused it and I wasn't sure how to feel about it.
*Troye's Dream*
I looked at the sheet of paper I had just been handed by Shane. This was it. This is the last piece of the script. The scene takes place at night, right after the big dance Hannah's character had organized for everyone in the play. We were outside in a gazebo with little fairy light's sewn around the whole thing.
When the set was all put together, and I walked out onto the gazebo for the first time, honestly, my breath was taken away. It was beautiful, really. I stood there with Tyler, both in our tuxedos.
As the scene started, Tyler and I kept getting closer. Whether it was actually in the scene or not, I could see it coming. I could see the kiss waiting to happen. The closet we got, the more tense my body become. When we were pressed together, chest to chest, it happened. Tyler's lips crashed into mine, I know you think I should be on cloud nine. You'd think if be floating, but I was doing the complete opposite. I was drowning. I was suffocating. Is this what's supposed to happen when you kiss someone? I have nothing else to compare it to. This is my first real, non-stage kiss.
My first kiss is with Tyler Oakley and I can't breathe. I know I should pull away, but I can't. I physically can't. I'm stuck. I can't move, I can't breathe, I'm not even blinking. I'm kidding my first really crush and it hurts.
*Reality*
What if that really happens? What if I try to kiss someone and I feel like I'm dying?
Yeah, sure. Tyler already kissed me, and I was fine, but it wasn't a real kiss. I'd never had a real kiss. I don't know what it's like. Maybe it will suffocate me. I mean I already have problems being around people, what if kissing is a terrible experience
What if it's not, though? That dream left me physically unable to breathe. The dream hurt. The kiss hurt.
It hurt like hell, yet I didn't really mind.
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A/N: Sorry this was super short. I'm very sick and I haven't had time to write, but I felt bad for not updating. Ugh I'm a bad person I know, but Leah told me health should come first.
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FanfictionDate: Friday, January 10, 2014 *Troye's POV* I had been going to this acting class for about two weeks now. We met on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. I had always been interested in acting, but I'm really shy, so this is way out of my comfort zone...
