Suicide Hotline {Changlix}

First sight

Felix pov.:

Tired I let myself fall on the Sofa in the livingroom.

,, Allready home? How was your day?", my best friend asked from the kitchen.

 I could smell the deliciose food he was preparing. ,, Just as allways. Many problems, many people, many calls"

,, Something special happened? You're good with your coworkers?", he asked and I could hear the little shatter sound from the plates as he put them on the livingroomtable.

 ,,Almost outed myself again becouse I couldn't resist that gay joke",I growled.

 Then a laugh came up from behind me and a hand Petting my shoulder ,,That's my Yongbok~", Jennie said and smirked.

 ,,Oh shut it you know I hate that name!"

 ,,Yeah yeah I know just wanted to tease you a bit", she said and sat next to me as Minho brought us the meal.

 Me and Minho are living together for one and a half year now. We met as I had to redo the last year of school and had a few classes together. I had to redo it because of my moving here from australia nearly the schoolyear ends and used the time and hollidays to find something to live. After that I decided to go to school again and do my gradituation. So we met and became friends. Short after Minho moved to this appartmend rooms becouse his parents wanted him to live on his own. He didn't hesitated long, his parents offered him the first two rents and as he knew I was looking for something besides the Motel we moved here together and share the rent. Jennie Minhos sister lives with us just for short. Her boyfriend and her broke up so she moved out to here and is currently looking for a new home. Later after some conversations and food I brought my stuff to the kitchen and got to sleep.

*Timeskip*

The loud annoying ringtone from my phone woke me up. Tired and nearly blind of the bright sudden light of the bathroom I searched my way to the shower. After a nice warm shower I slowly started to wake up. Back in my room next door I put on some clothes and got downstairs for breakfast. Minho was still asleep, becouse he got afternoonclasses in the University and Jennie... I don't know maybe sleeping, maybe home searching who knows? Alone I ate some Cornflakes, got back to the bath, brushed my teeth, did my hair and headed out. Just in time I arrived at my station and got on the train. As fast as possible I tried to find a seat in the totally crowdet room.

,, Finally", I sighted in reliveness and set down next to a Boy in all black clothes.  I hated trains especially this one but sadly I have no other choice. I slowly got used to it how crowded it was but today was even worst.

 I looked at the boy next to me. He was listening to music with his earphones and looked out of the window.  He seemed like he was concentraiting on something out there only he could see. At the station of my old highschool he stood up and got out. I kinda miss going to school there... He seemed older than I remembered my classmates in the last year. Maybe he is redoing the year as I did back then. But something was odd. Somehow... he reminded me of the one who called me yesterday. I know it sounds dumb but it was like he could be the face to this shaking voice. But what am I thinking? I must be crazy that I try to find my patients. They need there privacy. I looked out of the window and saw him walking on the campus. He pulled his hood deeper in his face and then dissappeared in the amount of people. Why did he look so sad? I mean I know the struggels at school but ... he looked like he was crying in his mind and only kept quiet for the outside so no one will see. I guess I am the only one who saw this what maybe was just becouse I got instincts for it. I sighted a little. No one this age deserves such a look in there eyes... But I don't know anything about him maybe it was nothing. Maybe I just saw something that wasn't true. I hope so... 

,, Just my Imagination", I wispered to myself and laughed a little ,, It has to be like that"

 It can't be otherwise. I should forget it and concentrate on my job. At my station I got out and walked inside the big building. I got to my place, took of my jacked, sat down and waited for my shift to start. But somehow ... I coulnd't get my thoughts ripped off that boy from the train.

 ,, No no no stop it. It's nothing. You imagined it.", I growled and put on my headset.

 I looked at the clock and sighted:
,,Why are you doing this to me huh..."