Suicide Hotline {Changlix}

Second sight

Changbin pov.:

Five minutes to early I walked trough the school- entrance. Only a few people were allready here. On my way to our Gym that fits more than the whole school I heard them talking quietly. I walke past them with my chin up. The door wasn't locked so I got inside the big hall and sat down on the stand. Only a few minutes later nearly all seats at this part of it were taken. I was lucky getting a good seat. When finally all students of my grade had arrived our principal went to the middel of the hall and took the mic.

,,Okay students as we allready told you today we got our first guest here. He will explain everything you need to know till the project starts and you can ask anything else you want to know. He will also come in your classes and study the situations there so they find the best way to teach and maybe help you if something goes wrong. But now the word will have the Chef of the Hotline Companie we will work together with. Mr. Jung Hoseok"

Then a guy with brown-orange hair and a bright smile took the mic and looked at us.

,,Hello students. As your pricipal allready said my name is Jung Hoseok. My people will work together with you on that project. With our jobs we try to help other solving their problems, maybe also you have allready called there, but here we want to show you what Depression really is so you understand what actually goes on inside the mind of someone with Depression and how you can help. Even a little bit of kindness can do much", he said but I just wondered how long this explination is gonna be.

,,Hey what's wrong you're shaking", someone spoke to me.

,,W-what?", I asked confused and looked at my hands.

He was right they were shaking.

,,It's nothing..." I put them in the pocket of my hoodie and tried continue listening to this Hoseok guy.

,, You don't need to lie I'm nervous too" I turned to him.

This guy was a kinda familiar to me but I didn't remember where I saw him. He has light blue hair wich he hides under the hood of his black sweatshirt and his also black ripped jeans showed a little bit of his pale Skin.

,,Suga but... you can call me Yoongi. Min Yoongi is my real name"

,, Why Suga then?"

,, I wanna stay distand from this idiots. So I don't give out much informations about me"

,, And you say it just me because?"

,, You seemed different like me", he said and smiled a bit.

,, Ehm... okay... I'm Seo Changbin nice to meet you", I smiled back at him ,, Hey Yoongi... what's with your hair, I didn't knew they allow such crazy things here? I mean it looks cool but I'm already happy we don't have to wear unifoms"

,, I don't give a fuck on what they say. What are they gonna do? Collour it back in class themself?" We laughed a little and looked back to the middel.

,, But now I said enough. I want to introduce you to my newest but also one of my best workers. Lee Felix"

Now Mr. Jung had my full attention. Another guy wich stood a bit behind Mr. Jung came in front. Finally I had a face to the voice from the phone! He smiled, his eyes were glowing bright and his freckles looked like sprinkles on his face. He brushed a little strand of his blond hair out of his face and started talking.

,,Hello guys I'm Lee Felix and I work for the Suicide Hotline since almost one year. I decided to do this because I had Depression myself and I know what pain it can be to hide what you truly feel and try to hold in everything and much more than that. So I decided I want to help people like a really good friend of mine helped me back than. I was also in this school once and yes it was hard but sometimes you find other people that are on your side and try to help you", he said with his magic deep voice wich I loved so much and smiled at directly at Suga.

Wait! They know each other?!

,,So I started working at the suicide Hotline and served my goal to help. I hope you can do that too some day"

I couln't take my eyes off him. To me he was shining in a room full of darkness. With his smiling face in front of me and his voice in my ears my heart started to beat fast again.

,, Wow...", I said quietly to myself, I just couldn't describe it otherwise.

,,I'm gonna be a part of your lessons now to see how the situation is so just act like I'm not there" Then he gave back the mic to the principal and we could go.

I stayed with Yoongi who walked straight to the middel and hugged Felix.

,,Yoongi~", he squealed happy-

,,Long time no see blondie~ Sunshine as allways~", Yoongi said and ruffeled his hair.

,, And you are?", Felix asked and turned to me.

,, Seo Changbin...", I said a bit shy and tried not to blush while looking into his eyes.

,, Do I know you? Your voice... I know it from somewhere"

Think Changbin! Think! Should I tell him that he does? I mean... many people are called Changbin. Okay either this is the best or worst dessision I ever made.

,, Ehm.. No. No I think not"

,, Okay so... do you have some problems here I should know about?"

Yoongi looked over to me asking me trough his look if he should tell Felix about me but I shook my head inconspicously. I didn't want him to know so much so short after we met. After a bit small talk we walked back together to our classes. Felix brought Yoongi to his room. As soon as I entered mine the amount of talking hit me. On the way to my seat I could overhear some conversations and words like "Weirdo" "Freak" or something like " What really? With Suga?" They know I've talked to him. Still what's so bad about it? But I also could hear some girls squealing and hushing each other.

,,This Felix is so sweet"

,,Yes he lookes so cute but his voice is sooo cool~"

I had to admit they were right. These girls try to stay out of this hole bully busssiness that's why I like them better than the most people here. Also they are the so called Fujoshi Queens of this school so they allways were okay with my sexuallity unlike many others.

,,You think this Suga and Felix are a couple? I saw them hugging and smilling and we all know Suga really doesn't smiles often"

Now I got interested and moved a little closer with my chair.

,, Aww~ They would be such a good pair like in the films the sunshine and the grumpy mystery guy", Jiseo said and I laughed a little.

Now they were looking at me. I backed up but they just took there chairs and sat next to me and suddenly I was in there circle.

,,You looked like you were interessted so... you think he's cute?", Yoon asked and smirked

,,Eh.. ehm I... what?"

,,Do you think Lee Felix is cute?"

,,Uhm... m-maybe...",I stuttered and blushed a litlle.

,,Aww Channie don't be shy~ But sadly you have no chance if Suga really is his boyfriend. He is pretty scarry..."

,,But..."

Then the bell rang and everyone was heading to there seats. Mr. Kim entered the room and behind him... Felix.