Suicide Hotline {Changlix}

Hot chocolate stories

Changbin pov.:

After I told my mum that meat was already sold out I went to my room.

,,Stay away from me!", that's what he said...

But I can't stay away! I don't want to stay away! I grabbed my phone and was shaking a bit while tiping in the number. I need to hear his voice right now... that calming and charming voice of his... He doesn't know that I talked to him but he asked me about it so what if he noticed? The risk for it was high but I couldn't resist it. I clicked on the green button and it started to ring.

,,Hello my name is Lee Felix how can I help ya?"

,,Hey... It's me again... Changbin"

,,Oh hey what happened? It's your third call in just a few days", he asked and I was relived that he didn't sound as hurt as the last time we talked but something was wrong with his voice. He tried to sound happy but even an idiot would notice that it's played.

,, I think I lost someone... again..."

,,What do you mean?"

,,I only tried to help but I understood everything wrong and made things worst and now the person I really like said that I should stay away... He probably hates me..."

,,That's hard... You see I think you two should come together and talk things out. This whole thing was a missunderstanding, you only wanted to help and..." Then he stoped talking and moments of silence went by.

,,Felix? Are you still there?"

,,Yea yea I'm sorry I just... not important"

,,Uhm okay ...? So what did you want to say?"

,,I think you should talk and try to be friends again even when it may take time"

,,But... he wanted me to stay away what if he doesn't want to talk ...?"

,,He will belive me. I guess that what he said was an act of anger. I can't pomise anything but it's worth a try"

,,Okay... I belive you. And Felix? Thank you for being there...~", I said smiling lightly and hung up.

I switched to Whatsapp and wanted to text him when I got a message. ,, We Need to talk. Come to Cafe Antik after it's closed. A friend of mine works there so it's okay,, That's all it said but it was enough to make me smile. I knew the cafe cause one time I was there with my sister and it wasn't that far from here. A look at my clock told me that I only had five minutes till everthing will be closed so I quickly put on my jacked and shoes and headed out. Hoping my mum didn't notcied that I went out again, I ran through the streets.

The cafe was near the citycenter so I needed to hurry. Seven minutes late I finally arrived and tried to calm my breath before going in. This place was a bit smaller in my memorie. All the chairs where already placed on the tabled but only one light at the end of the room still shined. I walked towards Felix who was sitting with the back to the window and the other guy he was talking to and sat down on the other chair.

,,You wanted to talk...?"

,,Yes... Don't worry Minho it's fine I will lock up when we're done." The other guy just nooded and walked away.

,,So uhm..."

,,You don't have to say anything. I shouldn't have pushed you away while you only wanted to help"

,, No I... I'm not innocent either. You are right it's your life I shouldn't try to force myself in"

,, Changbin I made a decision. You already know about Xiumins death but I want to tell you the whole story..."