Rehab || l.h.

Chapter || 04

Ally

I'm in for it now. Ever since Luke told Grace off, she's been glaring at me, scoffing when I walk by and telling everybody that I hit her. She hasn't been able to do anything because Luke or Mya is always with me. She's waiting until I have nobody with me. Nobody to tell her off. She's waiting until I'm alone and then she brings all of her little bitches in and they pound me.

It's been a week since Luke told her off and he's been stuck to me since. He told me he knows what's going to happen to me and he's trying hard to protect me. He's scared she'll get me tomorrow when Mya and himself have their consoling group.

I've got to admit I'm a bit scared. But after she pounds me, she goes to the room where they punish you. Hopefully she has consoling tomorrow or something because I'm not ready to be pounded.

Walking by Grace and her group was hard even with Luke or Mya right next to me. They would call me names and tell me I'm worthless and maybe my parents shouldn't have sent me here so I could keep cutting and kill myself. Today they just got on my nerves.

"Hey Bitch" Grace kicked my shin making me stumble.

Her friends chuckled.

"Cut! Cut! Cut!" They chanted.

'Maybe I will.' I thought to myself.

I walked away from them and to the front desk.

"Hi I'm about to shower can I use my razor?"

"Yes, but all the supervisors are busy so you have to be careful and if you cut you will be punished. Please sign this showing you took your razor out and when you bring it back please sign again."

"Okay" I smiled. All supervisors busy made me happy. Hopefully this happens more often.

Luke stared at me. My smile faded as he hugged me.

"Please, please don't cut." He looked as if he was about to cry.

"I'll be back in a bit. Don't tell Mya."

"Ally please don't cut. Don't listen to them okay? You aren't worthless. You need to realize that there are people in this world that care about you. Including your parents."

"If my parents cared about me, I wouldn't be here." I snapped.

"Maybe they were trying to fucking help you! Did you ever think of that?" He raised his voice.

"Maybe I didn't want help! Maybe I wanted to die!" My voice so loud the people around us started staring.

Tears pricked my eyes after I said that.

I looked at Luke then left him. I got to my room and didn't even shower. But I went straight to the bathroom.

I held my wrist over the sink and made the first cut. It felt good to cut again.

I made a few more cuts and then washed the razor and my arm off. I found the band-aids in the cabinet and put them over the cuts.

I changed into skinny jeans and a sweater so my cuts weren't noticeable.

Luke is going to be so disappointed.

I decided I would keep my razor and say I signed it back in when the lady goes to the bathroom or something.

I skipped breakfast but made it to lunch. I took the smallest amount of food and sat next to Luke at our table.

"Can I see?" He asked sadly. He knew.

I pulled up my sleeve since there was nobody around and no supervisors in the room. He carefully touched the band-aids and looked at me. He held his tears in and hugged me.

I looked around and saw Mya coming.

Pulling down my sleeve I used it to wipe Luke's face off. He caught on and

we pretended to be eating the whole time.

"Hey Mya!" I smiled.

"Don't play that game Ally. You think I don't know but I do." My smile faded as she said she knew.

Mya grabbed my arm and yanked my sleeve up to my elbow. I winced as she did so.

"Fuck Ally why did you do this."

I shrugged looking in the other direction. Mya looked at Luke as if he was going to tell her. I gave him the look of approval letting him know he could tell her.

"So, uh, Grace and her little group of friends, uh, told Ally to, uh, cut."

She glanced at the table behind us, anger flashing in her eyes, she stormed over there and punched Grace square in the face. Guards and supervisors pulled Mya away from the fight taking her the punishing room. Another supervisor took Grace to the nurse.

"That went well." Luke smirked.

The lady that wakes us up in the morning found my table and told Luke and I that we were wanted in the punishing room.

We exchanged looks and followed her, only to find Mya sitting in the chair.

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