The Order of the Omega

Oh kill 'em!

Colton's POV

When I saw her walk out she looked absolutely breath taking, I didn't even know someone could look that good until I saw her. She was standing alone kind of awkwardly and looking around like she was searching for something.

"What're you looking for, kitten?" I whispered, after walking right up to her.

She stumbled back a step, seeming a little surprised but once she saw my face she noticeably relaxed bit. That made me really happy, knowing that I could make her feel comfortable.

"Oh hey Alpha," she said and smiled her beautiful smile at me. "So, um, what happens after you recieve your title tonight?"
"Well princess, then I annouce that you're my Luna," I smiled. In an instance her breath taking smile dropped and she looked very worried.
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Grace's POV

Wait, did I hear him right? He's actually telling the pack I'm his mate? Oh my god this is not good, I can't be seen up there, I'll get torn apart! All those little shit heads will probably demand that he reject me so I can't be Luna or maybe even worse! This is to much for one day, I can't do this.

I seemed to be zoning out because before I could process what was going on Colton's firm hands were on my shoulders. I looked up and we was giving me a worried smile. "Where'd you go?"
"What do you mean?" I asked, feeling confused.

"I've been calling your name for the past few minutes but you were just staring off into space. It was like you weren't even here. Is everything okay?"

"Oh, um yeah I'm fine, thanks," I say while looking at the ground, slightly embarrassed that I zoned out like that infront of my mate. And then I realize it. He's still holding my shoulder and staring at me compassionately and it melts my heart, he looks so cute but I can't help but get kind of sad because I'm probably never going to tell him that or act like a true mate because of my rank.

What is happening to me? I've always been a secure person, I normally never care about what other people think of me but now because of my damn Alpha mate all that confidence has been thrown out of the window. I need to get a grip.

"Hey, you did it again. What's going on in that little head of yours? You blocked me out... You can tell me if something's wrong," Colton speaks softly, shaking me from my thoughts, quite literally because he was actually shaking my shoulders.

Should I tell him? Should I open up to a guy whose only seen me as a servant, basically, until now? Would he even understand? I mean he's never acted as bad as the rest of the pack but he's never really defended me either. But he is my mate and if I want this to work out then I have to put in effort aw well and I really want this to work out... so here goes nothing I guess...

" This is all just... just so much to take in for one day. An- and I mean you're entire pack tears me apart everyday, so it's not like they're mind set on me is going to change the second they hear I'm your mate. I don't even know... I don't even know if I would be a good Luna. They probably don't want me to be their Luna, anyways," I whispered the last part, it's kind of embarrassing, really. Having to admit you'd be no good at what you were supposedly destined to be.

"What's making you think like this? You'd be an amazing Luna, I can just feel it. I'll be here, don't worry you'll be fine," he says and grabs my hands and pulls towards the stage. As much as I didn't want to, I pulled my hands back out of his giant ones, I'm just not ready. His eyes are filled with emotions, confusion and worry and most of all hurt. I can't help but feel guilty.

"Colton, I - you, you just don't get it. You say you'll be here for me but everyday when Blake and his crew torments me you never do anything. Maybe it's just because I was only an omega back then but I was still a pack member then too. Just because you changed how you see me doesn't me the rest of this pack will, at least not so easily. I can't take anymore of their bullshit and I can't go up there."

He just stares at me, blank faced, like a moron. And then he begin to look really mad, like really really mad. At first I thought he got mad at me for talking to him with such disrespect and acting so out of place but then he marched away, straight up to Blake. He punched him square in the face.