Chapter 18: forgive

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Okay here's the next part. No promises on how good it will be. I have to make it short because I'm sitting next to my mom.

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Niall's p.o.v.

I slipped the note under her door, hoping that she would actually see it and pick it up. I couldn't handle life -the story of my life - without Tess.

Last night, I'd thought about looking for a razor, to you know, and I realized I needed Tess back.

Dear Tess,

I know that you hate me right now, and I understand why. I shouldn't have hesitated when you asked me. You're my best friend, even though I can't just leave my boys.

Here's the thing. I need you. I almost got better because of you. But now it's gone. I want to die again because I just fuck everything up.

Without you I'm sure a sad song. I'm no one worth knowing. Please come back to me. We complete each other. I need you.

Oh and one more thing. Yes. My answer is yes. I will go with you on your tour as the singer.

I hope you'll forgive me and that I'm not too late. I miss you so much Tess.

Love,

Niall

That's what it read. I wrote it in about 10 minutes of me pouring my heart out through a pen so fast I got a hand cramp.

I walked back to my room, feeling like I knew I was too late. I flopped down on my bed and closed my eyes.

I must have fallen asleep because I woke up to my door opening and someone yelling my name over and over again.

"Niall Niall Niall Niall!" it was Tess.

"Tess!" I cried happily.

"I can't believe you're coming on tour with me yay yay yay!" she jumped around my room.

"You're not mad anymore?" I asked excitedly.

"No," she sat down beside me. "And I'm sorry too, it was stupid of me to get mad. I get that those boys are like your brothers," she said smiling.

"Thank you," I said happily.

"No thank you," she said, equally as happy.

"Best friends," we said at the same time. Her grinning from ear to ear, me struggling to pull a small smile.

Great. Relapse number two.

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There you have it ladies and gentleman.

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