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Chapter 21: letters

Okay sorry for the cliffhanger guys, here's an update. Big things to come in this chapter.

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Nialls p.o.v.

"Okay who wants to go first?" the doctor asked.

"I will," I volunteered, squeezing Tess's hand. She gave me a reassuring smile.

"Okay go ahead," he nodded.

"I love my band more than anything in the world. And I never could have done it without Tess," I said, keeping it short and sweet.

"Okay Tess your turn," he said after writing what I said down.

"I'm ready to start a new life, beginning with this tour, which Niall will be coming with. I couldn't have done this without him," she said, smiling at me.

We weren't dating. At least I don't think so. Maybe we are. We hadn't really put a label to what we are.

"Okay, thanks both of you, congratulations," he said, smiling.

Then, hand in hand, Tess and I walked out of that office for the last time ever.

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(Flashback)

"You're already better Niall," he told me.

"What?" I asked, surprised.

"You just said good things about yourself, and admitted that things aren't your fault. That's all of your requirements for release," he explained.

"That's great!"

"It is. You're release date will be in one week, on Friday," he said.

"Thank you Dr. Martens," I said, then walked out of the room to go tell Tess.

(End of flashback)

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It was weird to think that I was really better, and that Tess was too. I've been here for so long.

I can't wait to call the boys and see how they're doing. I'm scared though. I mean, I don't really want to know how bad things are with Louis, you know, gone forever.

Jesus poor Harry. I feel horrible for him. I just wish that there was something I could do.

I walked back to my room, and found a stack of letters siting on my bed.

I picked them up and read the labels. They were all from the boys. Oh god.

I glanced at the clock. Three. I'be got a while before we need to leave for Tess's tour. Well, here goes nothing.

Dear Niall,

Sorry for the handwriting, I'm not much of a writer. So, since we can't actually talk to you, Liam said I should write, and that they'll give them to you when you get better.

Here's the deal, Perrie asked me to go on tour with her. I haven't answered her yet, and I won't until next Friday, when you get out.

I haven't seen any of the boys in a month Ni, and it's driving me crazy. I don't think I could live without you guys.

Congrats on getting better, we miss you.

Zayn.

Dear Niall,

So here's what's going on. I got offered a solo gig, by some big producers. Just like Zayn, I'm not gonna decide until I hear from you.

Also, you deserve to know that Louis' time was up a month ago, as I'm sure you knew.

But we didn't do it. There was brain activity showing, so we waited. Doctors said it was either his brain waking up, or shutting down.

Well, one month later, and still nothing new. So we decided on a final day. It the day you get out, at 6:00.

We need you back here Niall, everything's falling apart.

Liam.

Dear Niall,

Maybe you know, maybe you don't, that Louis dies at 6:00 tomorrow. Well, it will be today when you get this.

I want you to know a few things though, before it happens.

First of all, this isn't your fault, none of it. You were the life and sunshine of this band. You deserved this less than any of us. Theres no way you could've know what was gonna happen, even if you say you did.

Second of all, I'm so so sorry that I got mad at you. I should have though about what I was doing. I'm sorry for everything really.

Last of all, I want you to know, that you've always been like a brother to me, and that you always will be. I bet this sounds all too familiar, but I can't do this anymore.

Goodbye Niall, forever, my life ends when Louis' does.

Harry.

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Dun dun dun dun. Im so so so so so sorry please don't kill me!!