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I stand by Steve worried about Peter. I don't know if he's still alive or not, but I would have seen it if he wasn't right?

I mean I would have prepared myself. I didn't realize that I had tears in my eyes until Steve pulls me into a fatherly hug, I hold back the tears not wanting to cry.

Everyone lost someone, but for me I just don't know if Peter is here, l already lost May, MJ and Ned, I can't loose Peter too. Steve pulls away and looks down at me giving me a smile. I can tell he has hope, he always does.

"He will be okay." He says trying to reinsure me but it isn't helping. I look down at the bracelet Peter invented for me just months before this happened.

When ever I or he were away we would just press the tiny hidden button on the bracelet and then we could communicate to each other, only it doesn't work when one of you is in space apparently.

I just nod my head and go and sit with Natasha. We all were just talking about what to do when the building started to rumble and I shoot up out of my seat and run outside.

This is it, he's okay. Peter is okay. The new girl, who I haven't gotten to truly meet puts down the ship and the ship door opens, Steve runs to help Tony, but I just stand there waiting for Peter to come out, but in a few seconds a girl comes out who looks like a cyborg.

I look up at the night sky praying that he would come out. The night sky was clear and you could see the stars sparkling up there. I look back over to see Tony say something to Steve that I don't hear, I just look back at the ship, any time now he is just messing with me.

"Letta." Steve says getting my attention. I know that tone, and I don't like it cause every time he uses it something bad has happened.

"Tony where's Peter?" I ask Tony after he finishes his embrace with Pepper. Tony looks at me sadly and I knew in that look I knew. I shake my head as my chest starts to begin to tighten.

"No. That... no you're lying! Where's Peter Tony! Where is he? This isn't funny." I yell tears starting to flow out of my eyes. No, he can't be gone. I let out a loud sob and my legs start to give out but I am caught by Steve.

"No. This no..." I cry even harder knowing that I will never see Peter again. I will never get to kiss him again, or make fun of his stupid jokes, I can't sneak into his room at night when I have a bad dream, I can't do any of that, because Thanos took him away.

He took the boy I loved away. Steve helps me up as I am still crying and Nat comes to me and takes me inside the compound. She sits me down and leaves to come back with a blanket and water.

The tears finally stopped, and I just look down sadly zoning everything out. I didn't notice everyone coming in until Tony sits next to me and grabs my hand.

"He told me to tell you something." Tony whispers so the others won't hear, I look up at him with my green eyes that are most likely puffy.

"No, I don't want to hear it because he's not gone. We can still fight this! We... we just need to know where Thanos is, take back the stones and do the snappy thing again. Then everyone can come back." I say getting everyone's attention.

"Kid..."

"No Tony, don't 'kid' me. I'm not giving up. Okay because... I don't think I can live in a world without him." I snap at Tony madly. Steve places a hand on my shoulder, trying to calm me down, but I shrug it off.

"Okay. How are we going to do this?"