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𝙸 𝚝 ' 𝚜 𝚋 𝚒 𝚝 𝚝 𝚎 𝚛

Izuku Midoriya

It is morning now?

I pull down the covers that is over my face, I didn't sleep again last night... Not that I don't want to sleep but I just couldn't. All sorts of thought wander through my head and it's tiring. Especially when you're in my old pair of red boots...

But for sure it's morning now, judging from the sunlight that's lightly coming through the curtains, but I just don't want to move, I don't want to go to school. I just wanna stay in my bedroom and disappear.

So I lay down again, counting the numbers from 100 to 1 backwards in my head. Silently praying in my heart for my mother to turn a blind eye on me today. But of course, she wouldn't.

||Knock knock||

"Izuku honey? Are you awake?"

I hear my mom's soft voice lightly passing through my old door. Again, I pray for her to leave me alone. Chanting the words again and again until I'm screaming in my head.

"I'm coming in okay?"

Fuck. Izuku, play dead.
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"Aww, you're still not awake I see."

I can't see her face... But I know she's smiling at me. I can feel it. How her happiness basically flows from her voice alone.

"Hey there Hero, it's now the time to wake up!"

I clench the sheets in my fist. Why mom?

"My He—"

"Yes mom, I'm awake! Damn it..." I let my voice out frustratedly. Mumbling the last part to myself.

"Oh I'm so sorry. Did I disturb your sleep?"

Now that I'm looking at her... She is smiling like she cares about nothing. Now why can't I smile like that?

"Y-yeah mom. I'm sorry I yelled." I try to smile, holding in a squek when my cheeks stings lightly.

Wow, how long has it been since I last smiled?

I don't even wanna know.

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I forced myself to wake up and get ready for school. I practiced my smile a few times today, so I'm not that worried. But I'm still nervous. Yeah, I may have locked myself in my room for about 2 days only but to me, it felt like years. It feels so odd to be in public again.

Should I even be in public?

What if he see me?

"Who would see you huh?"

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Uh oh, there he is... 

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"O-ouch.. that hurts so much..." I sigh to myself looking at the giant burn on my right wrist, it goes all the way to my forearm... Guess from who I got it.

Kacchan...

He used to be my best friend...

What happened to him?

What happened to me?

Why does he hates me so much?

Why now?

I can feel my tears pooling and slowly spilling over the edge. It hurts so much... Not really physically but mentally. The burn hurts but something else in me is hurting even more.

I was so into my emotional breakdown I didn't notice a green slime thingy coming slowly towards me. And boy, when I see it, do I scream so loud...

And it got me. The sludge villain got me.

I struggled to breath. It hurts. Everything started to hurt. And I blacked out.

Bye bye world.

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"Master, we got the boy you asked for."