The Ramblings of INP (Updated Whenever I have Something New)

Candace's Cage

Dear Diary,
    Bonnie and I got into a fight today. She has been getting on my nerves more than usual lately. She has even tried to break me and Addison up with her jealousy. I am really getting sick of her. I wish she never came back…
*Flashback* (Six months ago)
    I really hated science class until Addison Hart came into Bonnie’s and my class, he had bright curly ginger hair and stunning baby blue eyes. Looking at him was like looking at the sun setting in the afternoon. Sadly he didn’t notice me until I dropped my book one day. There was an instant attraction between us. Bonnie was hurt that he didn’t acknowledge her.
Dear Diary,
    Candace is spending a lot of time with Addison. I hope she knows what she is doing..
    One day in the cafeteria while Bonnie was getting a soda, Addison approached me and he asked me out. I told him yes and hug him. I turned around, only to see Bonnie with her mouth wide open. She stormed off.
Dear Diary,
Addison asked Candace out and she told him yes. I begged her to reconsider but she refused. How can she be so stupid!?!
It has been two interesting months since me and Addison got together. Bonnie is mad at me because I am with Addison. I was talking to a girl in my weight training class until Bonnie stormed in. I told the girl I would talk to her later as we walked out after getting dressed. I started putting my stuff in my locker as I felt Bonnie’s glare burning my neck. I sat down and took a deep breath.
    “What is your problem, Bonnie?” I demanded as I came face to face with her.
“How could you do this to yourself? He really doesn’t want you.” said with sickening look on her face “You’re nothing but a toy!”
“Ha! Look at you! You’re so weak and fragile, no one would ever want or love you,” I replied getting closer to her face. Next thing I knew, I was flying back, slamming my head hard against the lockers. I gather my thoughts and smack her as hard as I can. As I walked out, I heard her say “I’m glad you are fighting back for once!” I can’t believe her.
Dear Diary,
I can’t believe Bonnie pushed me. I don’t understand what’s wrong with her but she needs to check herself before, she messes herself up bad…I can’t wait for prom.
Dear Diary,
I can’t believe Candace slapped me. All this over him…I can’t let this friendship end over him.
Prom was good until Bonnie appeared at the entrance wearing a long black elegant dress. She walked over to me slowly and I looked into her lost hazel eyes. She looked very pale. She hugged me and whispered that she was sorry and that we need to start over. I felt her icy tears hit my shoulder. I cried and hugged her back. She left me and went to the snack table. I went back to Addison, who was upset.
Dear Diary,
I watched Addison and Candace argue all night since I left her. I overheard Addison telling Candace to go to the park later. I think I will pay them a visit.
I love the midnight glow at the park tonight.  The air has a nice chill in it. I can’t wait until Addison gets here. He said he had a surprise for me. As I go to sit on the bench, someone is coming. It wasn’t a minute when I realized it was Bonnie! Why is she here? She will ruin everything. I ran up to her and told her she has to leave. She refused to leave and I pushed her to the ground hard. I told her to leave again and she questioned me. She asked “did you really think that this was over?” I told her that I’m sick of her and she will not interfere in my life anymore. She proclaimed that she isn’t leaving and she will always be there as she lunged at me. We fell to the cold ground and started punching one another. I escaped her grip and went for a rock. I threw a rock at her face and ran over to her. I hit her in the head over and over again until she stopped moving. I stand up, only to notice Addison standing there livid. I try to hug him but he pushed me away from him. I told him what Bonnie was trying to do. He looked at me and said everyone was right. He also told me that I’m crazy and that he should have never asked me out. As he walked away, I ran after him and grabbed him. He slapped me. I fell to the ice cold ground and hit my head and after that, I just blacked out.
 “You realized you killed him right?” inquired Dr. Johnson as she sat next to me as she put out pictures of Addison’s dead body as I rolled my eyes at her. I don’t want talk about this again. I stay silent until she give up and left. I went back in my room and looked into my long mirror. I pulled my white long gown closer to me and stared into the mirror. I see Bonnie in it. I am Bonnie and Bonnie is me I can’t believe this! I started screaming at the mirror. Dr.Johnson came into my room with her folder. She told me, she looked in my diary. She asked me who Bonnie is.
“Bonnie is that child that no one wanted. That young lady girl that was wronged and broken. She trusts no one and I was glad when she left me. She has been trying to protect me even since my parents were murdered.”
I don’t know why but after I said that, I started laughing uncontrollably. Dr. Johnson ordered for me to be in a white cell after that. I don’t mind, I’m finally somewhere where I can be happy.