Her

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"I'm so stupid!" Yoongi yelled throwing his phone against the wall. Jimin watched him, shocked. Jin was there, attempting to calm the boy down. "I fucked up so bad, so fucking bad!" He kicked the wall, throwing whatever he could around. "Yoongi, you need to be calm, okay?" Jin said, gently pushing him to sit down.

"How can I be calm? I lost the only person that's made me feel loved, Jin! She was everything, I should of gotten to know her, I should of loved her!" A loud sob followed, Yoongi fell to his knees.

"Yeah, you should've." Jin said, letting the anger out. "You should have loved her, you shouldn't have hung out with Tzuyu, you shouldn't have talked to her in the first place. But you did, you did all of that!"

"She kissed me, I was going to pull back. It all happened so fast, I don't like Tzuyu. I-I was g-going to go to see B-Baby immediately after it happened. K-Kiss her and hug her. I love her." Tears fell with every word.

"You told me you di-"

"I was scared, okay?! I haven't loved anyone before. The night-the night we had sex for the first time was a-amazing, I know I wouldn't feel such passion if I slept with Tzuyu. I felt ashamed of those feelings, like I didn't deserve h-her, like I wasn't good enough."

As Jin opened his mouth to speak, there was a knock at the door. Jimin went to open it. It was Hoseok. "Baby is back." As Yoongi heard that he bolted away, spotting a crowd of people standing by the windows, he discovered Baby was outside.

Panting, he finally reached her. Her eyes were bloodshot, she stared lifelessly into Yoongi's eyes.

"Just talk, Yoongi." She spat, venom laced in her words. "I'm s-so sorry, she kissed me. I'll admit it was t-technically a date, but I don't like her. I love you, I'm in love with you. Everything was so confusing, I was so scar-"

"Scared. Yeah, so was I." Baby smiled sadly, a laugh leaving her mouth. "We were dating, Yoongi. We are meant to talk it all out. I love you, so damn much." Tears fell. "Were dating?" Yoongi questioned, a sob leaving his mouth. "I ca-can't be with you. How could I-I look you in t-the eye, k-kiss your lips or even..." Baby's hand landed on Yoongi's cheek.

"You mean so, so, so, so much to me. And I-I know I do to you." She leaned in. "You're the only person I've done all this love stuff with." Their lips met, both holding onto each other tightly, not wanting to let go.

Baby pulled away, smiling through her tears. "But knowing I'm not the only person that's kissed these lips while we've been together, hurts." Her voice cracked, and in that moment both of their hearts broke.

Baby began to walk away, but stopped when Yoongi called for her, but she didn't turn back.

"J-Just know, I didn't enjoy the kiss with Tzuyu, it was disgusting, like full on." Baby laughed lightly. "You're the o-only person I've ever liked kissing." Baby turned her head slightly smiling a bit.

"You're the only person I've ever thought of kissing." She said, loud enough for him to hear, beginning to walk away again. Their tears falling in sync. As she left, Yoongi fell to his knees. A hand touched his shoulder, he didn't look up, he didn't care who it was.

"Hey." It was Namjoon. "At least you can say you had her."