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6.

I grabbed my jacket and went out of the room. The boys were in the kitchen including Liam.

"Hey, Where are you going? " Niall ask.

"I have a date with friend." I looked at Liam.

"Is that friend the mystery unknown?" Louis joined the talk.

"No."

I went out of the apartment stright to the lift.

While i was going down to the first floor I couldn't stop thinking about what I have to say to Liam. We are frends for all this years. I can't just be his boyfriend. I mean... That's the worst idea ever. We have to talk serios about our statues. I hope it stay friendship.

After five minutes I saw Liam. He looked at me and made me a sign to follow him out of the hotel. I walked after him until I didn't start think it's already safe to start the talk.

"And now what?" The words came out of my mouth in the second I thought about them.

"Fantastic start." He said.

"Look. I really feel something but... It's not right. What about fans? And you know that Simon is going to go crazy. He will do to us the same that he've done to Louis and Harry. He made that they to broke up."

"If we don't talk about our realetionship... I don't know. No one say that we have to tell somebody. Maybe only to the boys. And if you want - to our families."

"Liam wait. We are still not in realetion ship. You know that, right?"

"Yes but we can... "

"Listen to me! What the hell are you talking about? I said I fell something but it can be just for a while. I'm not gay. At least I think so. You know that."

"But you started to talk about that if we were in realetion ship and what can happen and..."

"I just said."

"You know what Zayn? Just stop. I don't wanna listen you. You just kick around my heart. I told you that it is already broken. You don't have to countin with this stupid apolegazes. Just tell me that you don't want me and..."

He didn't countin because i kissed him. It was strange for me but not that bad. I'll be honest. His lips are somethjng that I can kiss again and again. He pushed me out.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?! I don't want you to hurt me."

"But I didn't do nothing bad."

"Oh, yes you did. Now you will say that this was a mistake and go away. But me. I'll think about that moment every time I lay in my bed. Before I fall asleep and when I wake up. And I'll know that this your mistake was the best moment in my life."

And that was. He just went away. Me? I just watched his back. And while I was doing this i understood that this really was a mistake. Not the kiss. That I let him go.

So this is special for hufflebit who i made to wait too long. Sorry hun, i'll make sure you won't wait that long again. ❤️