Relatable Thoughts and Rants

That One Crush

    So I'm just some unpopular teen who has this massive crush on a girl that I met at a camp. She's really pretty. Short, pink hair with shaved sides. Amazing personality. So sweet. But also a bitchy badass. Right up my alley. Her piercings are hawt. She's not some Barbie doll. I can tell you that. But she isn't a tella-tubby either. She's just right.
    Turns out, we live in the same city. Which is great. Trying to plan stuff before school starts again is pretty rough. But we are trying to manage. She wants to go to the mall, so I guess thats where we are gonna meet up one of these days.
    Now here's the hard part. My parents most likely wont approve of her. I saw that only because of her dyed hair and piercings. My parents will see that and immediately think they a bad influence. But I don't care. I will hang with them if I want. I care about them and nobody is gonna stand in the way of that. People keep telling me to think about all of this. They saying "you just met this person" or "come on. Why her?". Now let me tell you some shit. Yes, we may have just met. But who's to say that stops someone's feelings? NOBODY!! That's the answer. Nobody has the right to tell you how to feel. The part about "why her?", that pisses me off. You don't know her like I do. She's sweet, amazing, and has true feelings for me. Not just trying to lead me on or just trying to get my body. I've had people like that and they suck. It makes you feel worthless and disposable. But having someone who actually cares about you is a life changer. It makes you feel wanted and loved. Like you matter and are acknowledged for who you are.
    This person will always have a place in my heart. No matter what. They make my heart flutter and skip a beat. Just getting a text by them changes my mood. I hope all of you did someone like that. And if you already have, I'm happy for you.