An: I've never talked about my grandma much because she was so important to me and I miss her so much, but here goes.
I Miss You:
I miss your warm smiles that filled my heart
when I was scared of the dark
I miss the light in your eyes that warmed me up
when I was cold you gave me a warm cup of hot chocolate
you always made it just right
when I was fourteen
I lost my guardian angel
there is a part of me
that's been missing since you left
since God called you home
to sit by his side and I
I've been empty since the day you died
and I miss you
when the leaves start to fall
because I think of the way
you'd smile and say look at all
of the colours so beautiful and bright
and look how the stars shine tonight
I miss you
I miss your smile
if you were here
I'd ask you to stay
because I can't take it
if you're not here
I feel like I'm wasted space
empty and broken
but still there's no room for tears
and that's why being alone is still my greatest fear.
I miss when we spent the day together
in rain or shine no matter the weather
we'd go for a walk to the bridge
you told me to not get to close to the ridge
because I might fall and to this day I've never forgotten how you said it's not easy to resist temptation
because sometimes the result is not as good as your expectations
that's why we learn to love
because love will always be enough
to catch us when we fall
and I'll always be here if you call.
when I was fourteen
I lost my guardian angel
there is a part of me
that's been missing since you left
since God called you home
to sit by his side and I
I've been empty since the day you died
and I miss you
when the leaves start to fall
because I think of the way
you'd smile and say look at all
of the colours so beautiful and bright
and look how the stars shine tonight
I miss you
I miss your smile
if you were here
I'd ask you to stay
because I can't take it
if you're not here
I feel like I'm wasted space
empty and broken
but still there's no room for tears
and that's why being alone is still my greatest fear.
when I was fourteen
I lost my guardian angel
there is a part of me
that's been missing since you left
since God called you home
to sit by his side and I
I've been empty since the day you died
soon I'll be sixteen and I'm still working on healing the hole in my heart
but I know loves where the healing will start
that's what you taught me
my guardian angel
but I'll never be
no never be able
to say
just how much you mean to me
when I was fourteen
I lost my guardian angel
there is a part of me
that's been missing since you left
since God called you home
to sit by his side and I
I've been empty since the day you died
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My Song Book
PoetryI write a song every day as a journal of sorts. It helps me cope I guess you would say. I post them on the app called Rhymers Block. Some of them are very personal and based on what is going on in my life at the time, while others just come to my mi...
