𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂. // 𝗌.𝗃 𝗑 𝗒.𝗌𝗁 ✔︎

sixteen.

mature content ahead but no making love, aka s*x.

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soojin pov

"i love you too, my soojin."

my heart kept beating so fast as she said that. i can't feel anything right now but happiness. i'm happy that my love, loves me back. i was staring at her eyes and i can feel she's pulling me closer. she closed her eyes and i locked the gap between us with a kiss. i'm more dominant now since i'm on top so what i did next made her moan so loud. i kept kissing her aggresively then i went down to her neck and kept biting her. i wanted to leave hickeys but i remember that anyone can recognize it as a hickey and shuhua can be kicked out because of it.

"a-ah, soojin it h-hurts." shuhua said and it made me stop. i looked at her in the eyes and she's crying right now. i sat up and make her sit too. i hugged her tight and cried with her.

"i-i'm sorry, my feelings for you controlled me. i'm so sorry." i kept on apologizing to her but she's still crying. this girl is the most precious baby i've ever held.

"i-it hurts but it's satisfying." shuhua whispered to me and i gave her head a peck. she hugged me back and i waited for her to stop. i keep on massaging her back to make her calm. after a few minutes, she finally calmed down. i kissed her forehead and i lied down first. i'm still panting because of what i did a while ago, i didn't know that i have a side like that.

"i'm okay now don't worry." shuhua said before she looked at me. she looked at me in the eyes and grinned. i look so confused right now and she lied down on top of me and stared at me like there's no tomorrow.

"now it's my turn." shuhua whispered to me and my body froze. it's my first time experiencing this and i'm experiencing this with my love, shuhua. she kissed me on my forehead as a sign that she'll start any second. she stared at me first before going down to my lips. she went closer to me and closed the gap between us with the softest kiss ever. i thought she'll be the agressive one but she's the softest in making love. she keeps on licking my lips and it keeps on going in my mouth, she's having a tongue battle with me but i'm more dominant so i obviously won over her. i wanted to control what's happening right now but i allowed her to control me. she kissed me one more time and sat up. she let me sit down properly and she sat on my lap while facing her body towards me. she was about to kiss me but she just hugged me tight and keep on kissing my shoulder. i hugged her tight and kissed her forehead to tell that she did a great job.

"you did well, shuhua." i said and i lift her. i brought her to my bed and made us lied down beside each other. she keeps on smiling at me and she's still panting because of what we did a while ago. i keep on smiling at her too and i kissed her forehead again.

"are we official now?" shuhua asked shyly and i showed her my brightest smile ever.

"do you want it to be official?" i asked back and her eyes gets teary and i hugged her tight. she nodded and i sighed with a smile.

"thank you." i whispered and smiled in relief. she clung to me so tight and i'm loving it.

"thank you to you too." shuhua whispered back and i can feel she's smiling right now.

"let's rest for now, i love you so much, my shuhua." i said and closed my eyes while hugging her. i can't believe that i'm hugging the most precious person in my life now. i still can't believe that she's mine now.

"i love you too, my soojin!" shuhua said in a cheerful tone. i kissed her forehead and drifted to the dreamland with her.

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lmao it's my first time writing things like this.. do you want more or should i stop? lol, this is so embarrasing akshkshsksjs just wanted to say i updated this fast since i'm so thankful for the 2k reads and classes were suspended today yay, hope you like this chapter!

comment an emoji if you want more smut like this or i should go further until it reaches making love?

i'm so embarrased writing this kahsjsgsks i can feel the cringe all over my body