𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂. // 𝗌.𝗃 𝗑 𝗒.𝗌𝗁 ✔︎

eighteen.

warning! if you can't handle smut, please skip it. the smut part will be in italic.

shuhua pov

soojin felt lazy to go to training so she requested to just stay with her. aish, i really wanted to go there because i have a lot to catch up but anyways, i'd do everything for soojin's happiness.

"shuhua-yah, can you come here?" soojin said as i walk back to her. i just finished washing the dishes and she's just chilling on her bed. she was on her phone and playing some games. i smiled at her since she was so focused again after she called me.

"hm? do you need something?" i asked and she replied,

"i just needed your hug..." soojin said softly and i felt my heart melt. i lied down beside her and hugged her tight. i watched her play her game and cheered on her. she was playing pubg and there's only two players left, it's her and another person. she's more focused now since she'll win if she kill the other person. i watched her for awhile finding the opponent but in a secind she died instantly and throwed her phone.

"ugh! i died!" soojin yelled out and keep on kicking the air. she's so irritated at me now and i just keep on giggling at her. she looks so cute at what she's doing right now.

she looked at me annoyed and was about to punch me but she fell on top of me. i stared at her shocked face and i just smiled at her. i can feel she's stopping herself from kissing me. i closed my eyes to tell her it's fine. i waited for her to kiss me until she finally closed the gap.

she kissed me softly at first but it became more aggresive as time passes. i was just there kindly accepting her love for me by kissing her back. we both felt the need to breath and it was the time we stared at each other's eyes. she looks like she needed something and i think it's what i'm thinking. i kissed her forehead to tell her it's okay, i'm ready.

"is it okay with you? i-i mean is it okay if we do it already?" soojin asked and i smiled at her. i nodded at her and she smiled.

"thank you.." she whispered and kissed my forehead.

soojin pov

it's obvious that i'm more dominant than her so after i kissed her forehead, i kissed her on her lips and she just keeps on kissing me back. it's my first time doing this so i'm scared that i'll hurt her. while kissing her, my hand moved on it's own and travelled to shuhua's shirt. i was still kissing her when my hand started to cup her breasts. she moaned as we kiss and it's satisfying to hear. i put in my tongue in her mouth and we're having a tongue battle. she keeps on moaning as i cup her breasts. we both needed the need to breath so i let go of the kiss. i was still cupping her soft breasts and kissed her softly on her lips. after that, i travelled down to her neck and started to kiss them. i tried my best to not leave hickeys on her as i bite her. she moaned loudly whenever i bite her.

"a-ah ah..." shuhua mumbled as i kiss her neck. i stopped for a second and look at her. she is smiling as she feels the pleasure i give her. i used my hands to take off her bra and shirt and now, i can see her majestic breasts. i cupped the both of it and i took off my hand on the right and sucked it hard. she moaned loudly again and keeps on saying it's satisfying. i sucked both of her breasts before going down again but now, to her womanhood. i looked at her again and she smiled at me saying that she's ready. i don't want to take her viriginity, yet. i don't want to do it now, it's still early.

"i will not go into you. i know you said you're ready but i want to respect you with all i can. i love you so much." i said and her eyes became teary as i said that. she smiled at me and sat up to meet me. she put her arms around my neck and kissed me on my lips. i can feel her sympathy to me and i'm loving it. i love that she understands me and i understand her.

"thank you so much my love, i love you too." shuhua said and hugged me tight. even though i can feel her breasts on mine, i still stopped myself from doing it. i respect her and i love her. love is all about respecting, understanding, and trusting the other person. shuhua is the one who makes me feel it. i love her for that.

"i'm sorry if i hurted you, i still hope you liked it." i said softly and she giggled.

"of course i liked it, i mean i loved it! should i do it to you next time?" she said and winked at me. i slapped her shoulder so hard but she keeps on giggling at me.

"are you sure it doesn't hurt?" i asked again and she simply shook her head. she held my shoulders to make me look at her directly.

"it hurts but it's hurting for you. it's okay, i told you i'm ready for it. i just wanted to thank you since you were the first one to do it with me. i love you." shuhua said and i felt so soft. i put on her clothes on her first before i hug her tight. i'm thankful that we understand each other so well. i hope this goes on forever, i love my shuhua to the moon and back.

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sksksksksaksjdkd writing this was a mess. i wrote this for 4 hours i think? lmao this chap is a total mess, i still hope you like it. this will be the first and last smut chap i'll write for this book.

anyways, the next chap will be a fast forward of time where they will be already idols, i hope you understand. i really wanted to make this book longer but now, i want to finish it before september. i love ya'll!!