"Don't be nervous. It's ok. I don't judge."
Erin was a very shy girl. She is very self conscious about her weight and looks. She thought that she would never find love... Until her mom bought her Stray Kids fan meet tickets. She never thought someon...
Erin's P.O.V I have been out of the hospital for a few weeks and me and Felix have been dating for a few weeks.
Today is kind of a big day. I am meeting Stray Kids again. But I am meeting them as Felix's girlfriend. A long with Chan's girlfriend too.
It's pretty nerve wracking.
Felix texted me a little bit ago and said he'll be here in about 10 minutes.
I wore this outfit
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I heard the doorbell ring. I walked to the door and opened it.
"Hey beautiful." Felix said before kissing me on the cheek.
"Hi Felix."
"You ready to go? The boys are excited to see you. Are you excited?"
"I am excited but I am also nervous."
"Why?"
"What if they don't like me because of my weight? What if they think you could do better?"
"Hey. They like you already. I've told them a lot about you. They are excited to see you again."
"Are you sure?"
"I'm positive. Why would I lie to you?"
"So I am not as nervous."
"Nope. Now let's go." He said after he gave me a kiss on the cheek.
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We got to the dorm and Felix scanned his keycard.
"We're here!"
The first one I saw was Jeongin.
"Hi Erin! It's nice to see you again!" He said while giving me a hug.
The rest of the members came in along with Chan's girlfriend.
"Hi my name is Siti." She said sticking her hand out for me to shake.
"Hi I'm Erin. Nice to meet you."
"Erin are you coming to the living room?" Felix asked.
"Yeah."
We walked into the living room and saw all of Stray Kids sitting on the couch.
"Hey Erin. It's good to see you again"
"It's good to see you too Chan."
"So how's Felix treating you?" Chan asked.
"Great. I have a lot of fun with him. He makes my day whenever I see him."
"Who makes your day?" Felix asked walking into the living room from getting a drink.
"Nothing, Felix."
"So when did you start being a fan of Stray Kids?" Changbin asked
"I became a fan when Hellevator was released."
"Oh so you have been a fan for a while now?" Changbin asked.
"Yeah. I have. At first I thought that you were going to be one of those gothic boy bands. But I realized the message that you are sending out to your fans. So since then, I have been a Stay."
"So was Felix your first bias?" Seungmin asked.
"No actually he wasn't. My first bias was actually Minho."
"Did u hear that Felix I was your girlfriend's favorite? You weren't! Haha!"
"But then I saw Felix in District Nine and I thought he was way better looking than Minho." I joked.
Minho stopped laughing. And looked at me. I looked over at Felix and I heard "Did you hear that Minho my girlfriend thinks I'm better looking than you? Haha!" Felix teased.
About an hour passed of us laughing and telling stories. The Jeongin asked "Erin if you don't mind me asking. Why did you wear a face mask to the fan meet?"
"Jeongin!" Felix scolded.
"No it's fine Felix. They are gonna have to find out sooner or later. I wore a face mask because, I am very insecure about myself. I know I'm overweight. But I can't help it. I have a eating disorder, it causes me to gain weight. And if I want to lose weight I have to work 10 times harder than anyone else would have to. I have tried to lose weight. But no matter what I always gain the weight back. I always got bullied when I was in high school and as a little kid. Whenever I would walk down the hall kids would say "boom boom boom boom." And after that I barley left the house. I left school and finished high school online. And never was able to go to my graduation because of this."
"I'm sorry Erin. I shouldn't have asked."
"No Jeongin it is perfectly fine. You were going to find out sooner or later."
"Well with how much Felix talks about you. I think I can speak for the rest of Stray Kids, we all like you. And we are happy we are able to meet you."
