Epilogue

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I woke up with the kids jumping up and down on the bed. 

"Mommy, Daddy! Santa came last night we have so many presents. Come out here so we can open presents."

"Okay, okay. We are coming." I said.

We came out of the room and saw Landrie and Chris sitting on their phones. "Di you see how many presents we have Chris?" 

Chris kept rolling his eyes. "Yep. Be quiet. I have a headache."

"C'mon Chris. Don't be mean to them they are excited." Felix said.

And of course, Chris being a teenager continued to roll his eyes.

The doorbell rang and Elijah ran to the door. "Daddy! Uncle Chan and Uncle Woojin are here!" Elijah yelled. We saw him run in. Elijah stood in front of me. He waited until Chris sat down. Then without warning, he runs and jumps into Chris' lap. He wrapped his arms around Chan's neck. 

"Uncle Chris, can you talk to Chris? He is being a grumpy boy today." Elijah asked. 

Chan nodded, "Before I do, I have something for you."

"Really? Mommy, did you hear that?" Elijah asked.

I looked over and nodded.

Chan pulls out a little envelope from his coat pocket. "There you go, buddy. Open it up."

Elijah grabbed it and tore it open. He was facing away from me and I heard a gasp. "Polar Express tickets?"

I looked over at Chan and he starts explaining what it is. "If it is okay with you, I would take him on the 30th and we all would go on the Polar Express train. We would go to the same places the train did. We would even meet Santa." 

"Thank you, Chan you didn't need to get those," I said,

I got up and gave him a short hug because Elijah was on his lap.

The doorbell rang, I went to the door and opened it. It was the rest of Stray Kids. 

"Auntie Erin!" Sophie yelled running into my arms.

"Hey, Soph. Where your dad?" I asked her.

"Daddy? He is bringing in gifts. We got one for you and you." She said pointing at my stomach. 

I know what you are thinking. This is me and Felix's 5th kid. That is quite a lot of kids. But we love these kids so much. We wouldn't be who we are today without them.

"Where is Elijah and Ashley?" Sophie asked. 

They are sitting in the living room with their dad.

I put her down and she ran into the living room for Elijah and Ashley.

"Hey." I looked up. It was Minho. I walked over to him and gave him a hug.

"I missed you. I haven't seen you in like 2 months." I said.

"Yeah I know. I'm sorry." Minho said.

Minho is still part of Stray Kids but he has released his own solo album. He was promoting it in the US. He took Sophie with him. His wife went to. 

Me and Minho have gotten pretty close the past couple of years. He is like my big brother.

"How are you feeling? You have got to be drained of energy. I mean you are 8 months pregnant."

"I am so tired. The doctor already put me on bed rest. I'm not even due for another 3 weeks." I said.

"Well you never know what is going to happen." Minho said.

We walked into the living room. I went to the kitchen to finish up lunch. 

"Supper is done!" I yelled from the kitchen.

I heard running feet. I already knew who's they were. 

"I am here!" Chan and Chris ran in. 

"I was here first."

"No I was here first"

Chan and Chris were yelling.

"Chris let Chan go first he is older."

I heard a big puff. "That is not fair! I was here first."

I shook my head. Chris is just like Chan. Always wanting food.

After everybody ate. We sat out in the living watching the kids open their presents.

As I look around I get a big smile on my face.

I wouldn't have real friends, I wouldn't have a loving husband, I wouldn't have my kids, if it weren't for me being NERVOUS. 

I have the family and friends that I have always wanted. I wouldn't change 1 thing that has happened to me. From the bullying to going to that fan meet. 


OK. This is the final chapter. I might do bonus chapters if you guys want any. Thank you for reading this book. I never would have imagined I would make it to 1.2k reads. Thank you guys so much!

Also R.I.P Sulli. I looked up to you. I can't believe that you are gone. We all love you.

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