Summer Lovin' (Completed)

Summer Hopelessness

Hi guys :) So the past four chapters were Cop's point of view but this one and the upcoming three will be Kim's point of view!!! Yaaay 😂

And again, pictures are not mine. They belong to their rightful owners :)

Anyways, enjoy!

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You know that feeling when you're a hundred percent sure that there's something going on between you two but then he suddenly says "What? What kind of joke is that P'Kim? Hahaha, you're so funny."?

It's like reality punched me in the face then kicked me to the ground then poured hot water all over my body.

In short, it hurts.

Why is he laughing when I see nothing funny at all?

"If you don't like me then why did you punch that asshole for me?!"

Copter is just too nice. He did it because he's a good friend. I should have known better. It's not his fault that I misread everything.

"You know what, you should just rest. I need to get some fresh air." I said and left him alone in the room.

I'm super mad right now. I'm mad at myself for assuming that Cop and I had mutual feelings. I just feel like a super dumbass for jumping into my own conclusions.

You know, looking at the sea comforts me. But not when there are lovers running and chasing each other. Darn those who have happy love life.

Ok, I get it. Tae and Tee look like a match in heaven but they don't have to rub it in everyone's faces. They must be thinking that since it's dark already, nobody can see them being so lovey-dovey on the seashore. Well, let me tell you this, right now a lot are either enjoying or envying the sight of those two handsome men playing.

Tae stopped his moment with Tee as he caught sight of me standing and, I hope he didn't notice, glaring at him. He walked to my way and asked "Oh? You okay now?".

"Yup."

"Where's Cop?" Tee asked.

"In the room, resting."

"I'll go check on him." Tee added and made his exit.

A few seconds after Tee left, Tae spoke. "You look down in the dumps, is there something wrong?"

Feeling like all the energy I had had left my body, I sat down to the sand. "I like Cop."

I looked at Tae to see his reaction but to my surprise, he looked unfazed. Instead of saying anything, he just sat beside me. So I went on to my confession of problems.

"But he doesn't like me back." I added.

"Are you sure?" Tae asked.

"The cutie just laughed at me when I asked him if he likes me. I swear I heard my heart shatter into pieces when he thought that I was joking."

I thought people in love could give tons of advices at times like this but Tae didn't say anything. He must be thinking that the situation I'm in right now is hopeless.

"Uhm..." Tae started to break the silence. "I'm not sure if comparing myself to you right now is a good thing but... I literally chased after Tee for two years. My situation back then isn't much different than yours. I think mine's even worse. Like I even had to resort to my plan z which was threatening him just to become my boyfriend."

He's right. But wait, what? He threatened Tee?

"Look Kim, my point is, keep fighting if you don't want to regret at the end. Who knows? Copter might change his mind soon."

Wow. I'm amazed at how strong Tae is.

I'm nothing compared to him, coz right now, I'm just a pessimistic soul who's heart is too hurt to fight.

"I guess you're right." I said with the little strength I had left.

"I know I'm right."

Wow. Somebody has got to pay Tae a compliment for his fighting spirit. Not me though. I'm too lazy to praise this guy.

"I'll go back to my room. Thanks for listening Tae." I said as I stood up and brushed off the sand on my shorts.

"No problem."

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Tee could still be in my room, talking or playing or doing whatever with Cop so I decided to stop by the fruit stand and grab something to bite but shockingly, Tee was there, talking with Cop's aunt.

"Sawadee khrup P." I greeted Cop's aunt and then turned to Tee. "I thought you were with Cop?"

"Well, he didn't want to be disturbed." Tee replied.

My question must've sucked all the good mood out of Cop. Darn it Kim! Why did you just suddenly pop the question?

"You know what boys, you should be asleep by now. You haven't forgotten you'll start working tomorrow, have you?"

And with that being said, Tee and I went to our respective rooms.

As I got to my room, I hesitated to knock. I don't think I have the courage to face Copter right now. But I have to, or else I'll be sleeping outside.

Just when I was about to knock, Copter opened the door.

"P! I was just about to find you. I thought you collapsed somewhere or something." Copter said with worry in his eyes but that didn't make me feel good. You know why? Bas was there. Back hugging Cop.

"Sawadee P." Bas greeted, still not letting go of Cop.

I know that Bas is a very clingy kid to every one of us, but darn it, why can't I stop getting so jealous? Darn all those who have no idea what I'm feeling right now. Darn Kimmon for being such a loser.