『 Ｐｒｏｔａｇｏｎｉｓｔ 』 ［まふ月/MafuTsuki］

What have I done?

(The next morning)

The Albino woke up through the warm sunlight shining onto his face. His eyelids felt heavy as he tried to open them. The memories of the evening earlier slowly came back to him. He looked onto his right, noticing that he was all alone in the room. Amatsuki, who he had fallen asleep next to the night before, was already up and downstairs, preparing breakfast. The younger lifted himself up and checked how he looked in the mirror, before joining his friend in the kitchen. He wore the same clothes as yesterday, but they were still fine.

The white haired man slowly entered the kitchen, immediately being noticed by the other.
"Good morning, Mafu! How are you?"
The younger stepped inside:
"Uh, morning! I'm... Uh, I'm good. And you?"
"Oh, I'm doing great - thanks! Wanna eat something?"
He pointed at the table that was set with a variety of different foods. Mafu's eyes lit up at the sight and he sat down beside his roommate, as they ate together.

(Later in the afternoon)

Mafu was sitting on the living room sofa. He was alone at home; Amatsuki was out getting groceries, Sakata and Urata were basically never at home anyway, and Soraru was... He had no idea where he was. Though, he couldn't care less. Or so he wished. He was playing games on his phone, when he suddenly heard the front door unlocking. He expected his best friend to return, so he looked up in the direction of the door. He froze, as he saw a blue haired man stepping inside. He quickly sunk his head back down, pretending he didn't see him. As soon as he spotted the Albino, Soraru quickly walked towards him. Mafu worriedly looked for a way to escape, but he was too late. The older already stood in front of him, looking down on him with an expressionless face. The younger covered himself with his arm, refusing to look up. He was terrified.
Suddenly, Soraru grabbed the younger's arm, as he squealed and squinted his eyes tightly.
"Mafu..."
The blue haired one pulled him in for a hug.
"Oh Mafu... I'm so incredibly sorry."
The Albino was shocked.
What did he just say?...
"I'm sorry I was being such an idiot lately. I didn't mean it."
The older grabbed the other by his shoulders:
"Will you forgive me?"
The white haired one didn't even fully comprehend the situation yet, as the other already stuck his tongue inside his mouth. Mafu had no idea what to do, so he just stared into the air, motionless. Soraru proceeded to strip his clothes of. The younger was completely startled, so he had no choice but to let it all happen.

Until they could be found in the youngers bed. They've already both had their climax and were now laying next to each other, completely exhausted. Soraru glanced at the Albino, witnessing him slowly falling asleep.

(The next morning)

The youngest woke up and the first thing he saw was Amatsuki, standing next to and looking down to him. His facial expression didn't look happy at all.
"A... Amatsuki...?"
His vision got slowly got clearer, as he heard a groan from his left side:
"Ugh, will you shut up? I'm trying to sleep."
Mafu then realized the situation he was in. Amatsuki gave them a final disappointed glance, before turning around and leaving the room, without saying anything. The Albino sat up in the bed.
Oh no... Oh fuck... What have I done?
He got up, looking back at the bed. It had stains of last night everywhere. There was no way he could make any excuse to his best friend.
"S- Soraru-san. Could you... Please get up and leave my bed?"
"Fuck off."
It seemed as if all the apologies from the day before became meaningless again. Mafu shook the older by his shoulders, who instantaneously punched his arm away. The Albino whined quietly, before leaving his own bedroom, heading for the bathroom.
He looked at himself in the mirror.

Fuck... I'm a... monster. How could I do that to him? How could I let this happen all over again?

The young man looked outside the window. It was cloudy and quite windy.

I need to stop this. This can't go on any longer. I don't want to harm anyone ever again.

He went back to his bedroom, which Soraru had already left by then. The Albino lay down on his bed, as he proceeded to do nothing but listen to music and watching YouTube videos all day, while crying his eyes out. All until he fell asleep sometime later in the night, exhausted and desperate.

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End of this part!
It'll get a little more intense in the next part, be prepared! uwu

Thanks for reading!

~Hanya <3