Insanity

The Prayer

He's woken by a gentle tap on the shoulder. Woohyun startles awake. 'Myungsoo?' He shouts as his dream of them together is disturbed by the doctor. His clothes are covered in Myungsoo's blood and his eyes are droopy. Woohyun's eyes widened in horror at the sight in front of him. He falls to the floor; his body feeling weak once again. 'H-how is he..?'

The doctor is silent for a minute whilst Woohyun collects himself. 'He's still in a critical condition. But he can have visitors. He can still hear you, and feel your touch. Just say positive things. You'll be surprised how often that makes a difference.' Woohyun releases his emotions on the doctor. He pulls him in and hugs him tightly. 'Thank you! Thank you so much for everything you've done for us.' He's hard to understand due to the quiver in his voice, but the doctor understands. He pats him on the shoulder, and leaves

A few minutes later, Woohyun has controlled himself and is ready to visit Myungsoo. He stands outside the door, gazing at Myungsoo through the window. He still hasn't got his head around what happened. It was a blur. A split second. He has to tell Myungsoo how he feels. He has to let it out. He's been holding it in for too long. He slowly turns the handle and enters the room. He slowly sits down next to Woohyun. He gentle caresses his hand in Myungsoo's and intertwined their fingers in each other's. All is silent. Woohyun continues his gaze at Myungsoo. The cuts weren't as bad as before, showing his beauty once again. Woohyun, however, saw his beauty right from the start. Nothing covered that to him. He begins to speak to Myungsoo, remembering what the doctor has said.

'Hey you..' He begins .His voice is filled with cute sniffles, 'I don't even know where to begin.. I know you give off bad vibes with your tattoo's and the clothes you wear. But I know you're not really like that. Even though we've only known each other a day, it feels like forever..'

He has to stop for a minute. He can feel his eyes filling with his warm tears, and his voice becoming gentle and hard to understand. He composes himself. He knows Myungsoo won't want him to cry because of him. He understands Myungsoo, and it's beautiful.

He continues on after a short while. 'I think now is the perfect time to tell you. I'm not embarrassing myself because you aren't awake to intimidate me.' He lets out a small giggle to lift the mood. 'But from the moment our eyes met, I was blown away. I know the glare you hide your feelings with is meant to scare people. But it just peaked my curiosity even more. I was determined to find out more about you. I pushed you to your limit. I understand. That was my plan. I noticed how you looked at me. You felt the same way. We connected instantly. I've never felt that before.. with anyone.. it's beautiful and i'm glad to be a part of it. You can't reply to me.. I wouldn't expect you to if you could. I just wanted to take this opportunity to say.. I love you.. Myungsoo.'

The silence once again creeps up on them.. and the room is peaceful. Woohyun resumes tracing Myungsoo's tattoo from where he left off; watching for Myungsoo's grazes. He gently stroked his thumb over he grazes, hoping they'll heal, and showing Myungsoo that he's there. And will be forever more.
Woohyun remembers what Myungsoo said about his mum. He covered the tattoo with his hand, and closed his eyes. 'Hello, Myungsoo's mother.' He spoke to her, hoping that she really was listening and looking over her boy.

'As you can see, we're in a difficult situation. Myungsoo is my everything. The love I have for him exceeds the love I have for anyone else. It's something that amazes and scares me at the same time. But I love him all the same. And i'm talking to you now, begging you to heal him. I know you love him, and I've heard that angels are the hosts of miracles. So if you are listening, I love your son. I beg you please to heal him, and let him come to me when he's healed. That's all I ask. Thank you.'