Insanity

Tension

Woohyun closes the door as he quickly leaves the house. He hates keeping secrets from Myungsoo after knowing his past.. but it's better for him if he doesn't know. He slowly makes his way to the bus stop for work, his breathe slightly slower but still shallow and quick. He knows exactly what is waiting for him in work.. and a look of nervous hides his once radiant smile he had waking up to Myungsoo that morning.

Myungsoo, meanwhile, is resting his head into his arms on the windowsill, watching Woohyun as he heads to work. He noticed Woohyun's hands shaking, causing concern for Myungsoo. His eyes were twinkling with the sunshine through the windows, and he released a long sigh of sadness and curiosity as he watched Woohyun walk down the path to the bus stop. He waited until Woohyun got on the bus and disappeared from view.. and gazed out of the window for a while longer. Several thoughts are running through his mind all at once.

'Kim Sunggyu... Kim Sunggyu...' Myungsoo is desperately thinking about this name... his memory is cloudy as a result of the accident.. and he lost most of his memory.. permanently.. The only person he remembers is the most important person to him and the only person he has to turn to... Woohyun... And he felt lost.. and angry that he couldn't remember why he knows of this name... he throws his crutch to the ground in frustration.. and tears begin to trickle down his face... without Woohyun by his side.. his insanity returns.. and he feels negative... He buries his head in his arms for a few moments.. and remembers what Woohyun said to him the night before.

'The human memory is a strange thing. We forget things over time for different reasons... but we never forget the important things. Just remember this when you feel frustrated okay? I will be your guide!'

He glances down at his phone screen.

Myungsoo remembers this.. and pulls himself together. He knows Woohyun hates to see him cry... He missed Woohyun.. and needs his reassurance. He knows that Woohyun will always love him... and will never hurt him. Feeling reassured about himself.. Myungsoo resumes watching his film.. feeling content within himself once again.

The day is beautiful. The sun is shining, and the birds are singing. If only Woohyun felt the same. As he waits for the bus, his legs are shaking and his hands are unsteady. He has started to sweat, and his stomach is in knots. He checks his phone again, worried about what he will see...