Fuck

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I always seem to fuck things up.
I know that now
I can see that now
I fucked up our relationship, I fucked up their relationship
Every time I try and do something right, I just seem to fuck it all up.
I can't win anymore, everything is fucked up.
I just want you to hold me again, like you used to, and tell me that it's fine.
But I know full fucking well that it won't be.
I fuck everything up, so it's useless for you to say otherwise
I'm sorry though, I'm sorry for it, even if I had no fucking idea what I did at the time
Now I know, and I don't expect you to accept this, but I just had to tell you, before I fuck anything else up.

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