*Louis' POV*
I grab Harry's hand and squeeze it. This was the first time in 5 years that the girls or her has seen me. I really haven't talked to her, she didn't support me why should I have? But today I have to tell her that I proposed, I mean she's still my mother even if I'm mad at her or not. But she deserves to know.
I knock on the door lightly and Harry rubs my back. He's so caring for me at the moment. Its been hard knowing your mother doesn't support you and your father doesn't care. I take a few deep breaths and hold my head up high. I have to do this for me. Its going to make her upset, yeah but make me and Harry happier that they both know.
The door slightly opens and reveals a lovly young lady. Daisy. Her eyes wideen with excitment and surprise before she throws herself at me. "LOUBEAR!" I hold back my tears and hug her. I've missed them so much, you don't understand. They were my life and not seeing them in 5 years hurt me, but it was for the best. To give mom time to think it over.
"Daisy..." I hear footsteps race down the stairs as two more body's are on me. I hear Harry laugh as he picks up Daisy from the pile of people. I kiss Phobe's cheek and mess with Fizzy's hair. "I've missed you guys..."
They drag me in the house and sit me down on one of the couchs. Light footsteps slowly make their way down as I turn and see a young and beautiful woman. Lottie, man she grew up so fast.
"Louis?" I nod my head as she picks up her feet and runs towards me. I open my arms and pick her up, spinning us around. I hear her lightly sob into my shoulder and it makes me almost cry. I've hurt them and I can't ever forgive myself, but hopefully they understand now the girls are older.
"You have a lot of explaining to do mister." Lottie says, making everyone nod in agreement.
"Well, first of all I'm so sorry for leaving you all just like that. I never meant to hurt any of you, but it was for the best. Mom doesn't accecpt me for who I am, so I leave her and you guys alone so she could think it over. I didn't want her to hate me anymore than she already does, so I stayed distant. But I really am sorry. I love you guys so much, you know that right? I would do anything for you guys not matter what it takes or what it is. Yoyr my own flesh and soul..." they all smile at me but then I see Harry and Lottie tense up.
I turn around to see a surprised Jay standing in the hallway, looking at us. I stand up and try my best to give a weak smile without me breaking down. She puts down what she had in her hand and walks over to us. She crest my cheek, which I lean into her touch. "Louboo?" I nod and I feel arms automatically wrap around me. I hug her back carefully and sigh.
She pulls away and backs up, giving me a smile. "I thought I'd never see you ever again! Oh my, you've grown so tall and... oh Lou." I smile and kiss her cheek. As mad as I might be with her, I still love her with all my heart and will do anything yto protect her and the girls. They are my family.
"Mom, I need you to sit down please." She goes her head and sits next to Lottie, right across from me and Harry. The girls went out back to play while we had our 'grown up' talk. Harry gives me a heart warming smile as I turn to her and begin why we have came here.
"Mom, I need you to listen to me. Well, just a couple weeks ago I made a big step in my life. I porposed to Harry, mum." Her smile drops and turns flat and cold. I see Lotties eyes feel with love and happiness, nothing like mom's eyes were.
"Ooh..." and that's when I break.
"Why? Why don't you accept me mum? Why!? I've been nothing but a good child to you and you still hate me! Why? Why must I stay up all night and wonder if you will ever love me again? I'm happy and you just can't accept that! Harrty makes me smile and feel loved, while you make me feel broken. I just want to know why you hate me that much because I'm gay!" I feel tears run down my face. Her face softens and she comes and sits next to me.
"Louboo, I don't hate you. I never did. I love you so much, honey. I just got so caught up in your life that I didn't have time to think about you. I had your future planned out and everything. I just wanted grandchildren and to stay up late again and watch them for you. I just got so caught up in that that I didn't really think about your feelings. And when I found out that this happened, my dreams crashed. I never meant to make you feel like that I hated you, because I don't. I love you Lou."
"So will you just accept me? For who I really am? Please mom? You can still have grandchildren, Adoption isn't all that hard or we can get someone who wants to have a baby, whatever their called. You just have to think about the other possibilities." I grab her hand and rub it, trying to get my point across.
"I know, I'm sorry honey!" I hug her and that's when I feel all this weight being lifted off my chest. She doesn't hate me at all. That's all I needed to hear to get me to believe it. He pulls away and hugs Harry.
"I'm sorry if I made it seem like I hated you so much. Your a very lovly boy, Harry. Thank you for making my boy happy." He whispers in her eyes and kisses her cheek. That makes my heart flutter, seeing Harry and my mom finally get along.
{ 2 hours later }
We wave goodbye and slowly walked back to Harry's car. Once we got in he leans over and kisses my lips, making me smile.
"I'm proud of you, you did it. Congradulations." I laugh and hold his hand.
"So does that mean I'm getting something special tonight?" I wink at him, causing him to blush and chuckle.
"We'll see."
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Ahhhhh I got another chapter in! (: So the reason I haven't updated in awhile is because I had writers block *I hate it so much!* and I'm trying to finish my other story as well. Its hard trying to uodate both at once. So I'm taking a break from this and going to finish that one before hand. Sowwy ):
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