Hand in Hand, Forever... (Sequal to The Art Teacher)

Chapter Seventeen: Wedding Day and Apologies

A/N: There is a lot of switching back and forth between the POV's. SOWWY! (:

*Zayn's POV*

Oh no.

No, no, no, no.

I hurt her... I actually hurt her. The one thing I promised to never ever do to myself and her was ro hurt her, and I fucking did it. This is all my fault, my fault is all it is. I can't blame it on anyone else. I'm offically the worse boyfriend/person in the world, tell me it because I know I am. I don't know what had gotten into me, I just went out of it. I hate myself so much right now and so does everyone else I bet. God why am I so fucking stupid.

After the call I got from Cody, I've just been so stressed out and I'm taking it all out on Kayla. She didn't deserve it. Now she's gone because of me and I probably won't be able to get her back, EVER! I've got to make this right, I can't have her leave me like this, I still loved her with all my heart. She was and still is the only one who could have my heart. But I've got to do something to win her back before someone sweeps her off her feet while I was burying her deep down underground.

I have to make everything right, better. I need her. She's mine and only mine, she can't be anyone elses. I'm going to the wedding and I'm going to fix up what I had messed up. I have to get her to forgive me because she is my soul and the air that I breathe. I could possibly die if she isn't next to me all the time. Alright that just came out creepy. But its true. I'm not going to lie.

I run up to our, or my room now, and pull out the nicest clothes that I have on me. All my good clothes are still over at Cody's, note to pick them up soon. I lay them on the bed and run to the shower to wash off some steam and stress. Then get another one in the morning so atleast seem presentable.

Once I'm out the shower I dry my hair, not bothering to fix it and hop in my car to head over to Cody's then I make my way to Harry's.

{A few hours later}
*Kayla's POV*

Gemma has decided to take me out for some coffee and look at simple white dress for the wedding that I had yet not to buy. I was meaning to but all the fighting had gotten me side tracked. I'm so glad Gemma decied to go out today, that and she heard I didn't buy a dress yet. She's like that older sister that I never had but always wanted.

Want to know another reason why I know Zayn doesn't love me anymore? He hasn't even tried to contact me at all. No text messages or missed calls from him. Nothing. So he's really giving up on me huh? Fine. So be it.

She took me to the nearest Starbucks and we made our orders. We make small talk as we wait, talking about the wedding and what they will name the kids. And I'm honestly having a good time without him on my mind right now. I'm actually smiling and laughing, only my close friends can bring out the best for me right now. Once we get our orders, we get back in the car and go downtown to the nearest dress shop.

I tap along to the beat of the music playing in the car, looking at all the history that this town has to tell. I know I've been here for awhile, but I don't get to go out much and look at the town. There is still so much for me to learn about this place, plus I need to get out more. I'm either locked up in the house or at a friends house doing nothing. Yep, I gotta get out more.

We pull up to one that I have never heard of and walk straight in. I pick out a few cute white dress and so does Gemma. Then she hands them to me, pushing back to the dressing room to try them on. "And you better put on a good catwalk runway show!" I laugh at her and shut the door, getting my day better as it goes.

*Zayn's POV*

After I finish talking to Cody and put the rest of my stuff in my truck, I speed of to make it to Harry's on time. I think Kayla may be there and I really need to talk to him about this. I need to make it up to her, I can't let her down like this. She's the love of my life and I need her in my life. I love her so much, she needs to know that I never meant to hurt her, I would never mean to.