Promise Me

chapter 3

he starts sniffing like a cute little rabbit

aww

I raise my hand up slowly and he stops and looks at my hand

I keep going until I reach the side of his face

He closed his eyes as I started rubbing my hand through his fur

"your so cute" I whisper

He opens his eyes and he looks at me. Why does it look like he's adoring me, that's really cute.

He crouches down and moves his head backwards telling me to get on his back

What if he takes me to his friends and they have me for a late night snack

Or what if he takes me to a cave and leave me there

He makes a sound that sounds a horse puffing and I look at him and see an annoyed look on his face

you only live once fuck it

or do you?

I walk around and jump up on his back and wrap my hand around he neck

he smells like this candle my grandma use to put in my room when I lived with her when I was younger

he takes off and I feel my hair in the wind and my body feeling like it's gonna fly off

I hold on to him tighter but I can tell he's trying to run slow so I don't go flying into a tree

I close my eyes waiting for him to stop because I feel like i'm about to throw my lunch up.

He eventually stops and crouches down again to let me get down

I got off and I immediately got dizzy and feel myself about to fall.

I wait for the impact on my ass but then I feel my shirt being grabbed and I stop falling

I opened my eyes and saw the wolf biting down on my shirt holding my weight

I stand up and pet him as a little thank you sense he doesn't speak human

I turn to look at the place he brought me and I see it's a river with beautiful pink and yellow flowers on the bushes.

and the gigantic trees surrounding it

This is so beautiful

I kept looking until I felt something keep poking my left ass cheek

"hey!" I turn around and say

He lifts his big head up and looks at me with a innocent look on his face

I laugh and said " you weirdo, why'd you bring me here, it's beautiful but why"

he blinks at me and then leans his head down and start pushing me backwards but softly

I turn around getting the point that he wanted me to walk towards the flowers

I pick up a yellow one and put it on my ear

then I hear a loud buzzing sound and see a big ass bee come flying out towards me

I scream and try to step back but tripped over a rock causing me to fall

I guess I was meant to fall on my ass

I looked up to see if the bee was still there but the bee was no where to be found

Then I hear this weird sound over and over

I looked to the side and see the big wolf shaking his head and moving his body, making the noise

it looks like he's laughing at me

" you son of a bitch are you laughing at me" I smile at him getting up and wiping my pants

He falls to the ground on his back and I walk towards him

I stand in front of him and cross my arms waiting for him to get himself together and stop trying to laugh

he turned over and got up and took a couple steps to me and started licking my face with his big tongue

"ewwww stop it" I saw pushing his face away

" it's about to get dark can you take me home please" I say as I wipe his slob off my face.

He turns around and I hop on his back right away and hold on to him

As we get to the end of the forest I expected him to drop me off right there but he went all the way to my back door

I hop down and walk in front of him and hug him around his neck

" thankyou" I tell him

I step back and look at him as he looks at me

" Promise you'll come back tomorrow" I say with pleading eyes

I watch his body freeze and for a couple seconds and he stands there

Then he turned around and ran back into the forest

I felt my heart sink to my feet

I guess not

I turned around and walked back into my house and took my shoes off

" JESSICA I MADE STEAK, COME EAT" I hear my  mother say

Sometimes I wish she was my real mom. I call her mom all the time but I wish it was real

She only has one child which is my sister and she's older than me, but she still lives in the house and she always looks out for me

This is why I like staying at my mothers house because I feel at home

I walk to the table and see my step father sitting eating his steak and also my sister

My mother place my plate right in front of me where i'm about to sit

" I think we should have family talk again" she smiles and says while sitting down

" Let's start with Paris hmm, what's been going on"

" okay so today I got invited to hannah's party-" I immediately stop eating and look up at her

" I KNOW I KNOWWW Jess but it's the biggest party we have all year and I really want to go" she whines

I can't do this, why would I stop her from having fun because of my problems

" Paris I don't think you should go knowing how bad Jess gets bullied by her" my mom says

" why not? Paris doesn't even associate with hannah right?" my step dad says looking at paris and me

Paris shakes her head no

" Okay then so she should be able to go to the party with HER friends" he finishes

"but robert-"

" no mom he's right, I shouldn't stop her from going to parties because of my problems. It's okay Paris do what you want to do" I say

" thank your Jess I love you so much, Hannah is nothing to worry about I already want to fight her so I wish she would say something to me" she says with confidence

I sigh

Sometimes when i'm angry I feel that power in my arms where I want to fight but i'm scared

What if I lose and get humiliated.

We all went around the table talking about our day and then I went to my room and turned on my netflix and started watching my supernatural

what makes me mad is that in real like there married with kids LIKE THAT SHOULD BE ME