Promise Me

chapter 6

"Im hallucinating" I said staring at this creature. What do I do? run?

I watched him take slow steps towards me and let out a little wine. Little cute but i'm this close to passing out. My heart is in my ass.

I stood there while he rubbed his head on me. I didn't touch him none of that. I want no diseases.

But I was just all over him-

OH MY GOD WHAT IF HE GAVE ME A DISEASE???????

" This is not okay I got to go" I said running past him out the room.

Oh my lord the stairs...

I ran down all of them as fast as I could and ran out side. I had to fall on purpose real quick to catch my breath.

Not like it was a man wolf that could eat me any second.

I got up and looked around to see everyone staring at me.

Damn

Am I that cute?

I walked awkwardly towards the part I came in from and I looked to the side and saw blonde boy laughing at me.

Blade? I think

I looked back forward and ran.

I saw the river so I knew I was close to home. I started walking still feeling every cramp possible. I feel like... I love him or something?

He's a man... a wolf man. Why?

I feel like a total retard. I believe this shit but at the same time I don't. Why havnt I woke up yet if this is a dream?

I truly feel a connection with him. Just like I felt with my ex...

I felt a sharp pain go through my chest the second I thought about him.

I miss him so much. He's probably out having fun with his new girl. It's crazy how my heart still aches for him. He was truly the love of my life.

But now I feel the same for wolf boy. I don't even know him and I want to just lay in his arms.

I walked up to my house with my ex now heavy on my mind.

Bitches be sad... i'm bitches.

I wish I could get him out my head.

I walked up to my room and laid in my bed. I don't know what the fuck to think now

I met a man wolf. This is real. Real life. I should tell Tiff! But what if there undercover. Well of course there undercover because I just found out there real.

I feel like i'm in a movie. I'm hungry.

But I don't feel like going downstairs i'll just eat later. What if wolf boy is the one to fix my heart? I mean he likes me right?

No he doesn't...

He would have came to see me when I asked. Im crazy. Why would anybody like me?

I stood up and stripped to my bra and panties and got under the covers and pulled them above my head.

I closed my eyes as I felt the tears about to come. My heart is broken.

I get bullied, barely have parents so I raise myself basically and I will never find true love.

I don't even have love for myself