it was on my mind all day, when i got on the bus, when i got off, when i got to ace, when i left ace. and i just couldn't put my finger on it. i could ask my brothers but they'd probably get pissed that i'm even asking about boys. i couldn't get it, why did he look so familiar?
INCOMING
my slime🐍❤️ would like to Facetime...
fuck, i completely forgot me and teah were meant to go to stratford today. i slumped down, plugged in my headphones and clicked accept. almost immediately, she smiled at the sight of me.
'KAYLLAAAA, you look beautiful sis, where do you wanna meet?'
then her smile drooped and i fell silent.
'dickhead, you forgot again. you're so unre-fucking-liable sometimes.'
da dum.
she ended the call. it's not even my fault, we planned this a week ago, how was i meant to remember. i figured i'd give her some time to cool off. i knew she'd be preeing my story for some bullshit indirect but i just posted a video of us from three weeks ago. the video was cuttiiee and our drip was so sexy.
my phone flashed, i knew it, one little throwback and she's a baby again. i unlocked my phone and tapped the noti thinking it was teah.
shit.
karmz🗣️.
-😍😍😍.
i'm such a dickhead, i'm gonna look like a beg now. within a few seconds of me opening the chat, he popped up again with
karmz🗣️.
-excited i see.
fuck, what am i meant to say? he's not my man, i shouldn't even entertain this conversation.
me.
-respect me, if anything you were excited this morning
i locked my phone and sat back on my bed, i had practically initiated the convo and fuck knows why. should've just put on shrug and left.
he sent me another message, and then another.
then santi barged in.
'yo, where did you go this morning, kez?'
i jumped up, snatching my phone, let santi see me chatting to man and it's not even me who's dead, it's them.
'went to ace, why?'
'went where? don't take me for a dickhead. tirkz and triz said they saw you with couple man at the bus stop.'
i kissed my teeth, tirkz and triz are fucking snitches.
'use your brain, i was at the bus stop, a public area where people wait for public transport.'
i slid back onto my bed, unlocking my phone and preeing my views. screenshot? for what? for who?
'kez, dont fuck about, they said you was talking to them, especially this one yute.'
'ok, i don't care. they're chatting shit.'
santi walked out and slammed the door, evidently he could read through my lying.
'and watch when kamari comes home, you're fucked.'
i really was. santi knew he couldn't do anything to me, kamari wouldn't have it, yeah we're all siblings but he knows what he's doing.
it's cool, it's fine, i'm not even talking to him like that anyway. i began tapping through my snap, to see who screenshotted what. and funnily enough, it was karmz, the same picture he popped up to. i sat there for a bit until i realised i was smiling at my phone.
am i a mug? evidently.
i tapped through karmz' story. that's when i clocked who he was.
and i was fucked.
-hey babies, sorry i've been inactive, writers block.
