my head was hurting, my eyes red from the smoke in the room. on chill by jeremih was playing in the back. i was struggling to gather what Triz had told me just over an hour ago.
'so Karmz, he's talking to me and Tirkz and a couple of other man last week".
There was a long silence as Triz took a deep inhale of his spliff and blew into the mic. It was an awkward silence but Triz started again.
"One man brings up your name, Karmz says dead that, cause your his ting"
I sat up when I heard this, slightly panicked but flustered. Why would he say that? But I was thinking out loud, Triz heard me.
'How am I meant to know? Tell me one thing though, what about Trey?'
I hung up. What about him? Not only is he the love of my life but his ex bestfriend is claiming relationships with me.
But back to reality. 'On Chill' faded out and switched to 'Miss it' by Yung Bleu. I opened my phone and went to imessage.
me:
'Tee baby, can we talk?"
loveofmylife🥺
'yo'
'yh we need to sort it out'
me:
'Tee? What? No it's important'
loveofmylife🥺
'look you can be mad but i didn't meant to leave you on opened'
me:
'What? It's about Karmz. Your friend. You have to sort him out, he's messing everything up'
loveofmylife🥺
'lol😂'
i left the chat. no point in arguing with him when he starts that stupid lol business. what's important is i was open with me. i didn't lie, i never do. not to him.
my head was hurting, what was i meant to do? i don't even know what he's on about 'lol' whenever he says that it can only mean one of two things. he's either angry at me or he's gonna sort it. shit. i scrambled to my phone and called him, voicemail. i scrolled through snap stories.
karmz, 3 mins ago.
"Niggas aren't about it, you know where to find me🤣" He tagged Tirkz and I knew what was happening. But i can't do anything. Trey would kill me if he found out i'm trying to get involved. I popped up anyway.
me:
🤦🏽♂️
karmz🗣:
nothing to do with u b
a sigh of relief left my body. as long as i'm not in the middle of it i'm fine. i guess.
i hear the door slam shut.
"KEZ." Fuck.
I heard him stomp up the stairs, not even being bothered to take his shoes off. He burst my door open. Santi followed in shortly after.
"Are you fucking fried? Yo, kez. What the fuck?" I stayed silent hoping he'd just leave the room. My phone went off. He didn't hear but Santi shot me a look.
"You think this is a fucking joke? I keep telling you stop fucking with these little boys and your out ere making me look dumb?" He turned to Santi, let out a little laugh and went quiet.
"Bro, who was it?" He said to Santi. Even Santi looked worried. "Cause you see if it's one of my opps-"
I interrupted him. "It's not Kamari, it isn't any of your opps I swear!" He kicked the door and told me to shut up.
"Kez you don't know shit. You get one boyfriend and- Fuck that, Santi who was it?"
Santi chuckled "Just some sixth form yutes don't take them seriously. Not even your opps bro. T's old friend."
"Karmz?" Asked Kamari, Santi nodding in response.
Kamari and Santi started laughing. I sat there with my head hanging. When you say it out loud it sounds bad but that's never my intention never. I love T. Of course I do.
"Kez? What are you doing for real? You're all ride or die for this boy but you're fucking with people who want him dead?" Kamari sat next to me. "Sis, you're moving like one set up chick. Pattern, real talk. I'm telling you as a brother. Swear you know about Karmz already tho?"
"I don't know, Kam. I didn't know that was him until a few hours ago, he's changed so much"
Santi sighed, pulling me into a hug and stroking my head.
" Plus" I added, my words muffled by the tight hug of my brother, "I think Karmz is tryna ride out on Tirkz because of me but he swears it's not." I sighed as Santi let go of me. I looked up to him not thinking anything of what I said, but I could see the look Santi gave Kamari. Shit. Not again.
I wanted to say I haven't been able to get into my wattpad for a while and it's not an excuse for being inactive for a year and I didn't plan to finish it at all, but I didn't really wanna leave you guys hanging. I don't know If i should continue tbh, Doing it for you guys:)
