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You're the One (part II)

(A/n) this is kinda a long part. It's 1370 words long. (Not including the bolded words here). This is also the last part of "you're the One" hope you enjoy! :))

*one year later*

Spencer was better about Maeve dying and you and Spencer became closer. You loved Spencer but you didn't want to love him anymore so you decided to move away. "Hey, Spencer. I have- umm, I'm moving to Vermont." "Wait, why?" Spencer asked confused. "Umm, I want to be with my family." You started to touch your ear. "No, that's a lie. Every single time you lie you touch your ear. Tell me what's wrong, (y/n)." Spencer said. "Ah, i hate profilers." "Hey! Don't forget you are a profiler." "Ok, umm- truth. I don't know. I can't tell you." "Please, tell me. Maybe I can keep you from leaving? You are my best friend and I love you and I will miss you. But if you want to move that's fine, I'll visit you and you can visit me and we call call and text?" He said. I didn't want that. I wanted to move on. I didn't want to love him anymore because he was still in lover with her even though he was better. I said ok because I knew by time we will stop to talk and we will grow farther apart and I will stop loving him.

* one week later*

It was one day before I left and the team had thrown me a party and Penelope had gotten me a a friendship ring I was going to miss them deeply. I came into Rossi's home and Spencer was talking to JJ and was hugging her, I kinda felt jealous because I knew he used to have a crush on her and he might still even though she is married but you know what. It's not my problem, it's ok. "Hello, how is going?" I asked kinda of uncomfortable. Spencer stopped hugging JJ and wiped his tears, I panicked. Why was he crying. I wanted to help. Why didn't he tell me? "Hey, (y/n)! How's it going?" He asked awkwardly. JJ said hi, smiled and walked away. We stood there until I said, "umm, hey. Is everything ok?" "Yeah, yeah. Everything is great!" He said. "Ok..." after we ate at Rossi's house while I avoided Spencer. I started to talk to everyone one individually to say there goodbyes. Lastly I got to Spencer. I was dreading it. I knew I would cry and I might reveal something about me to him, that I loved him. Me and Spencer went into a room and I started to talk. "I wanted to say that I will miss you and I love you. And you are my best friend and I hope you are happy. If you need anything call me and I will fly from Vermont to Virginia!" He started to chuckle and my eyes started to water. "(Y/n) you are really important to me, and I- I need to tell you something. You were there for me when I needed you and you helped me and I know I took you for granted. I finally realized that I have feeling for you. I'm in love with you. You asked earlier if everything was ok, but it's not! You're leaving! And I wanted to tell you before you leave, I don't want you to leave. I talked to JJ and she told me to tell you. I really want you to stay. Please stay." He said started to cry. I was speechless and I was confused. "What? No. Spencer you'd don't love me. You can't love me. You may think you love me but I think you don't. I just think you want to move on that you decided to move on with me I guess." I said. It's the only reason why he could be in "love" with me. Spencer looked angry, and said "Why are you telling me how I feel? I am the only one who knows what I feel! And I know I am in love with you. Why are you denying it? He started to yell. I got mad and started to yell, "because! You can't love me! You love Maeve! I'm not here! Ok!" He was surprised and yelled more, he seemed hurt I brought her up. Of course. "I do love you! And yes, I loved Maeve! But I love you now! Why do you seem mad that I loved her? Are you mad at a dead girl!" I became furious I was not mad at Maeve I was happy Spencer was finally happy with her! I was happy he was happy even though I wanted him to be happy with me. "No! I am not mad at Maeve! In fact I liked her! I liked that she made you happy! After she passed you were upset, and I understand that! I know how much you loved her! I was there for you! It hurt that you were in love with her of course because I was in love with you! I wanted to make you happy! You spent day and night crying for her! You loved her so much so I think that you still love her and you can't be in love with me!" I was crying I couldn't take it anymore. I left running. I got out and Penelope saw me and asked if I was ok I said yes and left running crying again. I was upset, I left to the coffee shop where there was books so I could calm down. I sat there for a bit until I saw someone come in. It was Spencer. I looked up and quickly looked down at my hoping he didn't see me so I could sneak out of the coffee shop. But unfortunately he saw me and sat across from me. He looked at me with such pity. God I hated that. I don't like it when people look at me like I'm some sort of mess and they feel bad for me. I looked at up and told him not to look at me like that. Spencer then said, "look, (y/n). I'm sorry, I yelled. But I do love you. I don't love you because I want to move on. I have. With you. Remember that one time we went to the bar?" "Yes, you were a girl and when you tried to drink one shot you threw up!" I started to laugh. He just smirked and looked ashamed. "Yes, But remember you got hit on?" "Oh, yes! I'm a very beautiful woman!" I started to laugh harder. "Yes you are! But when you got hit on I was jealous. You were just laughing because of how hard he tried to flirt with you. I realized I wanted to be the only one to make you laugh and smile, because I love your smile and laugh. I love the way you care about people and not only do I love you for your beauty on the inside you your beauty on the outside! You have a beautiful (y/b/s) you don't like your body I can tell but every imperfection is beautiful!" You started to blush and you hated it. God, no man has ever made you feel like that. He got up and reached his hand out for yours. You took his hand and he hugged you and you hugged back. He then looked at (y/e/c) and put your beautiful (y/h/c) behind your ear. While you kept looking at his beautiful hazel eyes. He asked you if he can kiss you and you agreed. He leaned down and gave you a small peck. You smiled and you leaned in again. This time he made it deeper and you tangled your hands into his soft brown curly hair. You felt him smile while kissing which made you smile. You were happy for once in a long time. He made you feel like the only girl in the world and you loved him. You thought he was your soulmate and he thought you were his soulmate even though statistically there was no such thing as soulmates. Later in two years you would be married and you will have two kids and you would both be very happy.