Spencer Reid imagines ♡

You're the One (part I)

Background: You have worked at the bau for four years now and you instantly became best friends with Spencer. You didn't realize until a year ago that you might like him in a romantic way.

I was sleeping when I heard my phone ring. I have gotten a text message from Garcia.

Garcia: hey my lovely! We've got a case. Come ASAP! Love you!!
(Y/n): ugh. I was sleeping so good! But I'll see you there! Love you too!!

I got changed and headed my way to the bau. Once I got there I see Emily, Hotch, Morgan, JJ, Garcia, and Spencer at the table. Spencer however looked upset. I sat down and I looked at the television so Garcia can start with the case, I didn't want to talk to Spencer now because he looked like he didn't want to talk and I respected that. I thought I could ask later. I thought Garcia was going to present the case but Spencer got up. He said "Maeve, was kidnapped. She had a stalker and we were supposed to meet but we didn't because of the stalker and now- now he has her." He sounded worried, I didn't know who Maeve was but she sounded important to Spencer. "Who's Maeve? How do you know her?" Asked Morgan. "She's my girlfriend. She is so beautiful, and smart and I have to find her!" Spencer said frantically. And just as he said those works my heart fell to my stomach. I didn't know he had a girlfriend, I have liked Spencer for a long time and never did anything about it. JJ looked at me and asked, "hey, (y/n) are you ok? You seem like you saw a ghost?" I nodded and smiled. I was upset but mad! How could someone smart  like Spencer and apparently Maeve do something stupid! Spencer knew she was being stalked he risked her life, and she risked his life! I tried not to think about it and I tried to help Spencer find his girlfriend because he deserves happiness and he got that from her.

*time skip*

The case ended and Maeve ended up dying in front of Spencer. I felt bad, he told me he was gonna say "I love you" to her. He seemed so depressed and I wanted to be there for him. Once we got to the plane he had barely said a word. I've tried to talk to him but he would be distracted and say, "I'm sorry, I wasn't paying attention." After we got off the plane I gave him a hug and told him he can talk to me whenever he needed. He nodded and we went home.

*time skip one week*

It's been a week and Spencer has came to work.
I've tried to call him but he won't pick up. Today was our day off so I decided to make food, I grabbed snacks and some movies and put it in my bag. After I went to Spencer's house and knocked. *nothing* I knocked again, "Spencer, let me in please. I brought snacks and movies." He didn't say anything. "I won't leave until you open the door." He said nothing. I sat down and started to talk about lots of things. Then i heard the door knob jiggle and Spencer opened the door. He was crying so I pulled him in for a hug. "Hey, how are you?" I asked him. "Umm, not good. She was the only girl that has ever loved me and I couldn't save her! She was right there and I tried to stop her from dying but it was too late! This is all my fault!" He started to cry again. "No, it's not your fault. And she is not the only girl that has loved you! She knows you did everything you could to stop her from dying. She knows you loved her even though you didn't say it back." He looked at me with a gleam to him eyes. "Thank you, umm- I'm hungry?" I smiled and gave him the food I made we then watched a movie and after we talked about Maeve. It made my heart hurt but I needed to be there for him because I don't like to see him suffer.

(A/n) ok, this was bad but it's ok. For the next part there will be a huge time skip to one year because I'm too lazy to write what happens between that year and I think it would be a good enough time to left Spencer heal from his pain with the help of his best friend (y/n).