She awoke the next morning around eight, groaning as she got out of bed, not bothering pick up her cellphone yet, more focused on getting to the kitchen for her first coffee of the day and maybe something small to eat.
She grabbed a fresh mug and starting the coffee maker, humming a led zeppilin song while she did so, leaning against the counter as she waited for her coffee to finish.
She decided on grabbing a bowl from the cuppord and a box of cereal, pouring a small amount into the bowl before putting the box back, moving towards the fridge for creamer and milk,grabbing them both and setting them on the counter, finishing pouring the milk in her cereal just as the coffee maker went off, letting her know her coffee was done.
she finished making her coffee, taking it and the cereal over to the table and sitting down,beggining to eat, only taking a few bites before pushing the bowl back, tears filling her eyes, tired of eating being so hard for her, when all she wanted was to recover.
~time skip~
She had spent most of her morning cleaning up her apartment, trying to distract herself from the need to throw up the small amount of food she had consumed earlier that moring, sighing as she walked into her room to get dressed, putting on a black and white long sleeved shirt with ripped skinny jeans, not wanting to but knowing she had to get going before she was late for her classes, grabbing her coffee and cellphone before leaving her apartment.
She hailed a cap,pointing out her stop before slipping him a tip and getting out, running inside, careful not to let her coffee spill as she went up the steps.
She made her way into her classroom, waving awkwardly at the teacher before sitting in the back of the classroom and waiting for the lecture of her first class to begin.
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Fanfictiona young anxious girl moves in to apartment 221C,Little did she know it may be one of the best decisions she'd ever make,but could she really make the recovery she dreams of? (TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ mentions of self harm,eating disorders,suicidal thought...
