I Fall Apart - G.D Fan Fiction

Three

Y/n's POV

We drive into the apartment car park.

Grayson - this is where you live?

He seems confused.

Y/n - that's what I told you, my life is shit.

I get out of the car.

Y/n - thanks for the drive Grayson.

Grayson - you're welcome but I need help with my homework.

Y/n - ask your brother, he's smart isn't he?

Grayson - no he isn't.

Y/n - what so you want my help?

Grayson - yeah, I've gained followers from school so if they see us on my Instagram they'll be desperate.

Y/n - you have too big of an ego, let's go.

He gets out of his car and we walk past the front desk, I see her and quickly look away.

Grayson - what is it Y/n?

Y/n - nothing.

I whisper, I see her looking around.

Y/n - hurry up.

We walk up to my apartment and I invite Grayson inside.

Grayson - so...you really live here?

Y/n - is it that much of a surprise that someone's not as rich as you Grayson? Is it a surprise that this was the best that I could do and I still struggle?

Oh shit I snapped.

Grayson - I was just asking.

Y/n - sorry I just-

I hear the doorbell ring. SHIT!

Y/n - listen Grayson, you need to go, now. Just hide.

Grayson - what's going on?

Y/n - just trust me, go.

He walks away into my bedroom. I answer the door.

Mom - Y/N!

She goes to give me a hug but I push her off.

Y/n - what the fuck do you want?

Mom - I just wanted to see the new place, and I found out that you broke out of the boarding school and set it on fire.

I may of forgotten to mention that I did set it on fire, no one died but I set it on fire to help me escape.

Y/n - and? Why would you care? You never gave two fucks about me.

Mom - because, you've been a bitch to me since your father died!

She yelled, shit Grayson would've heard.

Y/n - how dare you bring him up in this fucking conversation.

Mom - how dare you get a tattoo you slut!

She lifts my top up slightly to reveal my tattoo, I push her hand away.

Y/n - Don't touch me.

Mom - Y/n, I can't believe you got a tattoo you're psycho, none of your siblings got any!

Y/n - because they didn't care about him. And neither did you!

Mom - I did care about him you bitch!

Y/n - if you really cared about him, you wouldn't have cheated on him! A thousand times.

Mom - how dare you hurt my feelings like that Y/n, I did care about him I loved him.

Y/n - don't try the shitty sympathy thing on me it won't work. I know you didn't come to the funeral you were probably out getting drunk with your friends. Now get out of my apartment.

Mom - no, I think I'll stay.

She starts to walk in and look around, I grab her hand.

Y/n - get out of my apartment.

Mom - let go of me!

Y/n - NO GET OUT OF MY APARTMENT!

Mom - no.

She keeps walking around. I got nervous when she walked past my bedroom.

Mom - it's a pretty shit place.

Y/n - I wouldn't have to live here if you didn't treat me like you did.

Mom - YOU BROKE INTO STORES! YOU STOLE THINGS AND SET THE BOARDING SCHOOL ON FIRE IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE I SHOULD KNOW?!

Y/n - YOU SHOULDN'T KNOW ANY OF THAT! IT'S NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS!

Mom - you're a bitch!

She walks over to me and hits me, then she punches me, then she kicks me. She continues to do this.

Y/n - STOP HITTING ME!

I grab her arm but I wasn't strong enough, she'd been working out.

Mom - NO!

She stopped hitting me and walked over to my kitchen, she found a glass cup and threw it at me, I dodged it and it shattered on the floor.

She walked up to me holding a glass, she made it so that I couldn't defend myself and she held the glass cup over my head.

Y/n - STOP!

Mom - NEVER!

Right then I see Grayson come out of my room, he runs over to my mom and grabs her.

Mom - Y/n who the fuck is this?!

I didn't answer her.

Y/n - just please get rid of her.

Grayson nodded his head and got my mom out of the apartment, he locked the door so that she couldn't come in again. I was so embarrassed. I stared at the door behind Grayson then looked at my tattoo, I looked up and Grayson saw it. I quickly pulled my shirt down and looked at him. A single tear drop fell from my left eye, I quickly wiped it.

Grayson - you ok Y/n?

Y/n - yeah I'm f..fine

Grayson - no you aren't.

Y/n - yeah I am.

I walked into my bedroom and luckily Grayson didn't follow. I went into my wardrobe and got a frame, it was my fathers. He'd put it beside my bed and say goodnight to me. I never threw it out, one day mom took it off of me but I managed to get it back.

I know dad wouldn't be proud of me for the things I've done, he wouldn't of wanted me to steal, sell drugs, set a boarding school on fire but sometimes things change. I look down at the frame of my father and I. I put it away and sat on my bed on my phone.

To Be Continued

Author's Note -

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