I'm lying on my bed
Contemplating on what should be done.
My mind is at a stand still,
With the blade right in front of me.
In This dilemma of yin and yang
I pick it up, as I now know what must be done.
I can't let it build up inside of me,
Otherwise My death will be guaranteed.
One, two, three, four...,
"This is worth it."
This pain is
What brings me back to this world.
I truly do need help,
But of course I can't afford to tell anyone.
A/N
Just So that y'all know...
I don't condone self-harm in any way so if you really are going through shit then pls get some help.
Also check out the video in the beginning to give you strength through whatever you be goin through...
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PoezjaHello... This is my first book/poem thing, I don't know what to really call it but it's mostly poems no, it's all poems and I write whenever I feel "inspired" so don't expect updates on a weekly basis.😁 Hope you enjoy and constructive criticism is...
