(these notes are kept in a thing on my phone called 'self-vent notes'.)
(i have multiple josh's in my friend group as well.)
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Today was.. fun, I guess. Josh (1) was acting weird, I fell over, I feel like multiple people are mad at me. It might just be me being over-dramatic, but like.. the feeling won't leave me. Josh was mad from the beginning, but I don't know if it's my fault or not. Being here makes me uncomfortable, to be honest. But I have to endure to it, to not be babied heavily. I don't like to be worried about, as most of my friends know, and it effects me heavily for almost no reason. I must not let them know I'm not okay. (Apr. 29th)
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a 13 year old's diary | 18+, mental disorders
Non-Fictionthis not a normal story. this is not just the inner emo in me coming out. all of this is caused by 3 mental disorders. 3 i was diagnosed with. PTSD. Depression. Anxiety. and these are little notes i have from mostly moments of me hanging out with fr...
