He's been damaged, hes been misused

lonely day

Ricky sighs as he climbs off his bunk trying not to wake the others, as his feet touch the carpeted floor he can't help but stare at Chris sleeping. Ricky smiles gently and goes to make coffee surprisingly ryan is already awake
"morning rick" ryan smiles
"hey ryan" ricky says back
Ricky makes him and ryan some coffee and they wait for the others to wake

Chris was the first to wake up out of the rest of the members. He walks into the living area shirtless and ricky blushes deeply
"gooodd mmoorrnniinngg!" he sings
"m-morning Chris..." ricky stutters
Ryan just smiles at him awkwardly he was the only one who new rickys secret, about rickys deep love for Chris.
"You ok ricky?" Chris asks concerned
"oh uh yeah I'm fine don't worry" ricky fakes a smile and looks at the floor.
"if you say so" Chris still looks concerned

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Ok so like i was gonna set this in the tour bus and not the van but i was like ynow what fuck it so like the next chapter is set in the van also sorry devin isnt in this -ricky 💖