He's been damaged, hes been misused

Scars

(oh my god i started this in 2019 and just completely forgot abt it...ITS 2022 NOW- not entirely sure what the plot is i think i was just sad 0_0 i am still sad so im continuing it)
"when was the last time you did it?..." chris asked and ricky goes silent.
"rick...show me your arms"
ricky hestitates before rolling his sleeve up exposing the fresh cuts
chris's eyes widen
"ricky..what the fuck?!.." he raises his voice a little and ricky bursts into tears
"please dont yell at me!..im sorry!!...i didnt want any of you to find out.." ricky crys pulling his sleeve back down
chris sighs, standing up and starting to pace back and forth
"ricky why have you done that to yourself?.." he says sternly
ricky tries to normalise his breathing before answering
"i-i dont know..!..im s-sorry!!...please d-dont tell anyone!!.." his voice is shaky and he's refusing to make eye contact with chris
"there has to be a reason ricky! no one just randomly decides their gonna do that shit to themselves for no reason!" chris starts to raise his voice again "rick i cant help you if you dont tell me whats wrong!"
"i-i cant tell you!.." ricky shouts "c-can we just go back to the van?..i wanna go to bed.."
chris lets out a long frustrated sigh before he starts walking back to the van with ricky following behind him
the short walk to the van was quiet and awkward
ricky refuses to look at chris and opens the back of the van door, shutting it behind him as he crawls back into bed
he pulls the cover over his head and crys until he finally falls asleep
he cant ignore chris forever but after tonight he wishes chris never talks to him again