Boyf Riends One Shots (BMC)

~Cemetery Drive~

⚠️TW: Mentions of death & suicide⚠️

Michael's POV
I pulled up to the grave and got out of the car, carrying a bouquet of flowers.

"Hey Jeremy," I said walking up to the grave. "How are you? It's been a while, huh? How is it up there, in Heaven? I hope you having the time of your after life. Get it, after life, cause your dead?" I chuckled softly I my awful joke. A desperate attempt to keep me from sobbing.

"I miss you. I hope you know that. It's so far until we'll meet again," I said as a tear rolled down my cheek. " I can't help but feel like this is my fault. I knew that you were hurting. I knew that the SQUIP was saying awful things to you that got stuck in your head, singing those songs that made you slit your wrists. I wish I did something. I-I wish I tried to help you. I know you blocked me out, but I should've tried to get you to talk to me again. I should've helped in any way I could."

Clearly that joke from before didn't work, cause now I was sobbing.

"W-when I found you on the bathroom floor, I realized all of this. I realized the mistake I made. It killed me inside, enough to make me consider suicide myself. I knew though, that it would be better if I stayed. I'm glad I did. I'm glad I didn't hurt the people around me.

Even though it's been whole year now, it still hurts. It hurts like hell. And the kiss didn't help. That day you kissed me, over a year ago, a few days before you bought the SQUIP, was probably the best day of my life. I know you didn't love me and we we're stoned, but I loved you. I loved you so goddamn much. I still love you. I will forever and always. I wish I could've told you that in person.

Anyways, I brought you some flowers. I hope you like them," I said as I put them on the grave. I then looked at the time on my phone. "I should probably get going now, I don't want my moms to worry. Well, see you later Player 2. Love you." I kissed the top of the grave stone and walked back to my car. I took one last look, sighed, and started to drive away, still sobbing.

I miss you
I miss you so far
And the collision of your kiss that made it so hard

Word Count: 430 Words

Hey guys! Sorry it's been MONTHS since I've posted. I'm not really into this fandom anymore tbh. I still love the boyfs though and will probably post one shots here every once in a while. However, I am working on a Sander Sides fanfic right now, so be on the look out for that! I will probably upload it once I get a few chapters done!

Also, shout out for anyone who knows the song that I referenced/took inspiration from for this story!