Thug Love (On Hold)

Chapter 27

*Anna POV*

The Next Morning

I woke up in a familiar yet unfamiliar room. I looked around and realized I was in Jay's room. I tried to get up because I had to go to the bathroom but it was something strong holding me down. I looked to my left and saw Jay sleep with his arm wrapped around me.

"Jay wake up." I said trying to wake him up. "Mmm" He mumbled and tightened his grip. "BITCH WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!" I yelled. I'm really finna piss on my damn self. Jay opened his eyes and looked at me pissed. "The fuck you yellin and shit foe?" He said.

"Nevermind bruh, move." He said and pushed me off of him. I wanted to mess with him but a bitch had to piss and possibly shit. I got up out of the bed and ran to the bathroom. When I finished I washed my hands then brushed my teeth. I walked to the babies room and got them up and brought them both into Jay's room.

Jay changed Kay and I changed Alex. We got them dressed in matching outfits and then fed them. After we were finished with them Jay went to go take a bath and I went to Elle's room and gave her the twins and took my shower. When I finished I got dressed I went to Elle's room and goot Alex then went back and got Kay so I could put the both of them in the crib.

Once i got them situated I went downstairs and made some breakfast for everyone. Jay eventually came downstairs and made him a plate them 20 minuted later Elle came and got her food and went upstairs. "Oh lord" I said. I already ate so I went upstairs to her room and knocked on the door.

"Come in" Elle said. I walked into her room and sat down on her bed. Since we moved and she went to her new school she's been acting weird and everytime I try to see whats wrong she avoids the conversation. "Elle whats wrong and don't try to avoid it. You can tell me anything" I said. "NOTHING, STOP ASKING. JUST GET OUT AND LEAVE ME ALONE" She yelled. I didn't try to yell back or argue with her.

Honestly that hurt my feelings. I know it may sound childish but Elle isn't just my sister she's my bestfriend and for her to be mad at me it kinda hurts. I mean we had a mom but shit she was at work most times and of course we had our "father" but as you could tell he wasn't shit.

I loved my mom but when it came to him she did anything, she barely paid the bills, I did that. I practically raised Elle and thats just sad but I love her and nothing can change that. I walked out the room and went to the room with the twins. I sat in the corner and pulled my legs close to me and cried.

It felt like everything was hitting me all at once. The fact that our mom barely took care of us growing up. The memories of my dad beating me came back and im assuming I forgot but memories of my mom just sitting there watching and crying but just looking and walking away then hearing them argue later.

The memories of when I used to get beat up at school as a kid. The memories of me coming home when Elle was 5 and seeing her all bruised and having to run across town carrying her with my wounds hurting the more I ran. I know she doesn't remember any of that. The sad part is I tried to force myself to remember.

It's like everything is just coming back to me. My mom used to do drugs and my so called father still does. After my mom got cleaned I thought she would divorce him but he almost killed her when she tried to leave by herself. Now that I think about it she wasn't much of a mom at times but for some reason I still have love for her.

I just couldn't stand it. After a while i just got up and went to the room and looked at all my scars. I can't erase the past but I can at least try to change the future. Right now it just, it just hurts and the sad part is. I can try to forget as much as I can but no matter what im still stuck with the memories and there's nothing I can do except trying to fight through it.

*Elle POV*

I didn't mean to yell at Anna. It just came out. So much stuff happened while were living in Florida. I was getting bullied by some boys and girls. They even jumped me but I didn't want to tell Anna because she was pregnant. She came to me multiple times but I pushed her away and I know yelling at her was wrong and it hurt her because I could see the look of hurt in her eyes.

I know she probably thinks I don't remember but I remember all the times Dad used to beat me when I was younger and the times Anna would take the beating for me and when our mom did drugs and barely gave a shit.

I remember everything and I know that she goes through a lot and has been through a lot and it hurts me. It hurts me to know that my sister is hurting, it hurts me to know everything she has been through, it hurts me to know that I just hurt her.

She acts strong but I know her too well. She can say she's okay but I know thats just a front. There's been nights, even in Florida when she's cried herself to sleep. I wanna go apologize but I just can't bring out the words to say anything to her right now.

I'm not gonna deny it. I love my sister. She's been everything to me, my sister, my bestfriend, my role model, a mother figure, she's my world and I don't know what ill do without her in my life. I don't think I would've made it without her.

*Jay POV*

I walked upstairs and went to the babies rooms and changed both of them then fed them. After I was finished I went to the room and checked on Anna. When i looked at her she was curled up in a ball with dried tear stains on her cheeks and the pillow was soaked with tears. The room was a mess, everything was all over the place.

She looked so hurt and it looked like her world had just crashed against her. She looked broken and like she just wanted to give up then and there but there was something holding her by a thread.

I examined her more and the more I did the more I just wanted to lay with her and comfort her and let her know that im here but I didn't. I went to check on Elle and when I did she looked just like Anna curled up, dried tears stains, and a wet pillow, but instead her room was messed up. Everything was knocked over. Her mirror was cracked and he phone was on the floor shattered.

She was holding onto her side and when I moved her hand she was holding on to a scar. Honestly this just hurts me but definitely not as much as their hurt. Anna, Elle, the twins, and my mom and gma are the most important people in my life and to see these two hurting is killing me and all I can do is be there for them.

·Thats all for this chapter. Next chapter will be our sweet Elle's point of view.