Lost And Found

I'm sobbing...

The supernatural cast attended their last panel at SDCC today, although I wasn't there to shed tears along with this huge family we have built, I can't help but shed a few tears now.

Supernatural has been my lifeline, my anchor, it always gave me a way to escape the hard times of reality and hide away in monsters and ghouls.

Although I am unbelievably upset about the ending of the series, I can't help but feel like it will all be okay.

Because no matter what, the supernatural family will live on stronger than ever.

Even though the series is ending, the friendships of the cast, and the impacts the series has made in each and every fans hearts, will never end.

One day, I just know I will be telling my kids all about the series, and whether they like it or not, I will always shed tears for these last 4 years I have spent loving this show with all of my heart.

I don't know how to convey the feelings I have towards this amazing series, but the cast sure does. I was reading an article about their last panel as a show, and there was a little section from each of them, that I thought I should share with anyone who read this far.

Misha: Misha Collins then shared an anecdote about how he recently found an old “goal card,” an index card on which he wrote his goals for the year before the show started. On the card, he’d written: “I’m a regular on a show that is creatively fulfilling and I become lifelong friends with my castmates.” And now, Collins said, “I consider these guys lifelong friends. I could never have dreamed that along with that would come this incredible fandom and this kind of iconic legacy of a show. It feels like a great honor to have been a part of it.”

Jensen: Ackles added, “Looking back I’m really proud of the work that this team has done for this long. To do a show is not easy. To make television is not as easy as people may think… It takes a lot of very talented people to give you guys the best product we can make. I’m really proud of that product. After this long on a show to still truly love what we do and be proud to hang my hat on that at the end of the day, that’s what I’m going to take.”

Jared: Speaking to the show’s legacy, Padalecki said, “I feel like I’m really lucky because my friendships won’t go away and Sam Winchester, for me, won’t go away. He’ll be a part of me forever.”

This show....I can't even begin to comprehend how grateful I am. And even now, as I quietly sob in the corner of my room, I laugh, as I remember the happiness I've felt while watching the show.

Tuesdays and hot sauce will never be the same.

Everytime I lose a shoe, I'll smile.

When the pizza man comes to my door, I'll hope that he visits a babysitter.

Pudding has two meanings now.

Although Supernatural is a show that thrives off of loss, and perseverance through little hope, it's a show that brings so many people together, through laughs and whole hearted casts and crews.

I'll miss supernatural, and I'll miss the cast and crew, I'll miss the angel smites, and exorcisms, but in the end, supernatural will never truly be gone.

Supernatural, will never truly be over.