Lost And Found

Oops

I lay still on the floor, staring up at the empty bed that was provided to me. Forcing my eyes shut, hoping that when I woke up, Jack would be laying asleep with his sheepish grin plastered on his face. This was the only way I could sleep at night. I felt terrible for leaving, but guilt is just a feeling, leaving was a necessity. The window above my bed was covered with a dark tinted curtain. If I couldn't see my sunshine couldn't I at least see the sun.

Flashback:

I remember one morning when I woke up really early. I tried not to disturb Jack so I silently disappeared outside to watch the sun rise. Before the sun had risen I heard the door to the bunker slowly open. I turned to see who was there. Dean. I smiled at him and turned back to the almost-lit sky. Dean sat beside me and we watched silently. At least until he started to talk.

"Hey Jane, can we talk for a minute?"

I turned so that my body was facing him, but my eyes were still glued to the sun.

"Yeah, what's popping?"

"Weasels" he jokingly responded.

We both laughed for a moment before he began to speak again.

"Listen I- Im sorry. I'm sorry that I have treated you and your brother like monsters and I'm sorry I haven't made a effort to truly get to know you two. I'm sorry."

"You say sorry too much." I turned away from the lit sky to face my "bigger brother".

"You have nothing to apologize for Dean. Trust me, I understand exactly where you are coming from and I do not deserve an apology. You did nothing wrong Dean Winchester." I stated.

"I guess that means you don't accept my apology... Loser."

I gave him a hug. "Weasel."

"Knock knock!"

I jumped out of my trance and turned to face the small wooden door of my room.

"Hey Viv" I said after realizing it was only my friend with breakfast.

"What's popping?" She asked.

I sighed remembering the weasel I had left behind.

Vivian moved in front of me and set the bowl of captain crunch cereal down on the table.

"Your dad wants you in training in thirty."

"Okay..." I tiredly responded.

"I'll see if I can make that 60." Viv responded seeing how tired I was.

"Thanks V."

A normal demon would have no effect on the "almighty Lucifer" otherwise known as my dad. But Viv had a special bond with him. A bond stronger than Sam and Dean's I dare say.

Either way I really did not want to deal with Luci at the moment so I decided to teleport to the convenient store and steal some candy.

I walked in to the store and looked at all of the choices.

Hmmmm, Butterfinger? No. Reese's? No. M and Ms?. No. Musketeers? King size yes please! The more nougat the better!

I grinned slightly as I remembered my brother and his obsession with nougat. I can't blame him. I hid the bar in my secret pocket inside my jacket. I decided to buy a pack of gum so I didn't look sketchy... I know, so much for shop lifting!

I walked out the door to be met with a 1967 Chevy Impala.

"Shit!" I whispered under my breath.

I was frozen. I couldn't move. I wanted so badly to join my family but I knew I couldn't. I had to go back to the monster I lived with.

I could almost hear the angel and demon hovering over my shoulder.

The demon began speaking. " Go, go my little devil, defy the rules and see your family! Go!"

"No! You can not break the rules! You have to go back to your rightful father!"

Like every other decision I had ever made in my life I decided to go with the demons side.

I ran to the side of the car and opened the door.

I was met with Jack's wide eyes.

"Skootch!" I demanded. He skootched.

"So what are we talking about?" I asked looking between the four boys who were terrified.

Oops... I thought to myself.