Pregnant at 15// Zach Herron

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"Zach what are you doing." I asked confused watching Zach look around the bedroom confused.

"Is something different." He asked and I shook my head no.

"I don't think so." I laughed looking around the room.

"Wait you're on my side of the bed." He sighed while shaking his head making me laugh.

"Since when do we have sides babe." I asked while closing my book.

"I don't know." He sighed while getting on the bed. "You're still happy with me right."

"Yes I'd tell you if I wasn't stop worrying." I sighed while cuddling up to him.

"I love you." He whispered while kissing the top of my head.

"I love you too baby." I smiled kissing his cheek.

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"I need lunch money I'll pay you back when I get paid of Friday." Carson while walking into the kitchen.

"Get it out of my purse." I sighed while making plates for breakfast.

"Thanks." He smiled and ran back upstairs to finish getting dressed.

"Horses and dogs are fed babe no need to worry." Zach smiled while walking in the back door.

"You're amazing you know that." I smiled and he nodded walking over to me and pecking my lips.

"I love you." He smiled pecking my lips again.

"Love you too." I smiled and he pecked my lips again.

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Today was a lonely day I didn't have anything to do al the laundry's done. It's to cold to do yard work. The horses and dogs are put up and it's to cold to get the horses out. I went shopping yesterday. The house is spotless so what do people do when their home alone. I've already worked out but like I don't know.

This is the first time ever where I've had nothing to do. Everyone cleaned their rooms and did laundry yesterday. What if I made something to eat. I just ate what am I saying. How come I'm literally the only person on this planet that can't not be active. I'm like Daniel always wanting to do something. Not gonna lie I miss the dude a lot. Believe it or not he helped me through so much and even though Gabbie helps me through a lot I still miss his corky smile and his blue eyes. He always managed to put a smile on your face even when you didn't want one.

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"Zach I've been thinking." I sighed while walking into the bathroom.

"You don't love me anymore dam-."

"No baby I still love you but what if we forgave Daniel-."

"No way in hell he got our 17 year old daughter pregnant not happening." Zach sighed while leaning on the bathroom counter.

"But don't you miss him what he did was fucked up and it messed up our relationship a little but still he's helped a lot throughout the years and-."

"I can't Emery I can't look at Daniel without seeing hatred pure hatred I've wanted to I've called him but as soon as I heard his voice my entire body filled with rage you can't ask me to do that." Zach explained and I sighed. "I want to but I just can't,what did you mean messed up our relationship."

"You have to admit after that thing with Daniel it put a wedge between us I still love you but we just seem distant now maybe it's the amount of time we've been together and we could be pushing each other away slowly but we just aren't the same." I explained and Zach sighed.

"I haven't realized." He whispered and I nodded. "I'm sorry I just-I've been so angry that I've distanced myself because I don't wanna let that anger out on you or the kids."

"Baby you've been asking me if I still love you but do you still love me." I asked and he shrugged.

"It's hard but yeah I still love you I always will."

"Okay let me word that differently are you still in love with me." I asked and he looked up from the ground to me. It took a second but his answer broke my heart to pieces.

"I'm not sure."