Talking Body

28. leaving him

There are many ways for a heart to break. And the Google definition for a heartbreak is, " overwhelming distress " however, in one way Google was wrong....but in the other, Google was absolutely correct.

Synonyms for a heartbreak are things like, grief, sadness, misery, sorrow, heartache, pain, angst, ect ect. But is it possible to feel all of those emotions at once. Even though they all mean the same thing.

It's easy for a heart to break. And it's easy for pain to come upon you. It's easy for all the negative things to happen.

But in that moment, when Jungkook saw Taehyung, lip locking with another person. All he felt was a surge of confidence. And he knew it wasn't the alcohol. Jungkook knew that it was the adrenaline. From the fact that he wasn't going to allow himself to get hurt again.

So he did what he had to do.

Jungkook took shaky steps towards the 'couple' and stopped directly in front of them. He stood there for a couple seconds before coughing loudly, " you guys enjoying the kiss? " Jungkook asked loudly.

The voice of Jungkook ringing through Taehyung's ears shocked the silver haired boy, and he immediately pulled away from the girl.

The girl who turned out to be Elle.

Now Jungkook was definitely not going to cover up the fact that he was hurt. His whole facade of acting badass dropped, but he immediately covered it up. Elle blushed, " hey Jungkook. " She said softly, giggling.

Taehyung could do nothing apart from look at Jungkook and Elle back and forth. " Elle..... congratulations. He's all yours. " Jungkook smiled, joking around with Elle, laughing and all. But Taehyung could see the hurt and disappointment in his big doe eyes.

Jungkook turned to Taehyung, " you hurt her and I'll cut your balls off. " He said jokingly. Taehyung didn't react.

Jungkook waved them off and quickly walked away, wiping the small tears from his eyes. After everything, Taehyung still decided he wanted her. The bitch that fucked him over. Jungkook didn't know where he was going. But he just walked on. His mind leading him involuntarily. People from his class bumped into him, and often tried to get him to drink, but he always just pushed them away, and walked on.

Taehyung, lost Jungkook in the crowd. And he had a feeling he lost Jungkook literally. Even though he felt so defeated, he was stone cold sober. He looked back at a smiling Elle. She walked over to Taehyung, and slid her hands around him, and she hugged him tightly. Taehyung however, was unresponsive. His arms were dead at his side, and right now, he felt nothing but anger.

At himself. At Elle. And at the situation.

He couldn't believe this happened.

And then it hit him.

Taehyung was drinking, a little too much. But the reason why he was drinking because the minute he stepped out of the house, and into the party, he had seen Elle dancing, enjoying herself. How could she? How could she even be enjoying herself, how could she even show her face?

The silver haired boy found his only solitude in alcohol. He just wanted to forget. And somewhere in the meantime he just so happened to have a conversation with Elle.

He wasn't going to be mean. There was no need. He didn't have to worry about her no more. Since he had Jungkook. But now, at that moment, in a place filled with people. Taehyung felt something he hadn't felt since the day he met his dear bunny boy. Loneliness.

So he ran.

He pushed Elle away, and ran. He pushed past all of the people in front of him, and ran. He didn't stop running, and he wasn't going to stop...until he found Jungkook. Until he made it all better.