A complicated dream 2

Chapter 27

Days gone by and Angie's just getting worse and worse, she's so weak now she can't even feed her self and I hate seeing her like this, I can't do anything to help, Ives slept down and stayed by her side everyday and every night.

She's sleeping now and I got her hand in my hand and im holding onto it tightly, yesterday angie had the line put in her and it hurt her when she was going in but I kept her company and talked her through it.

The doctor came around and surprisingly he was not going to look at Angie he was looking for me. Can I speak to you for a moment sit he says concerned wich made me really worried.

I walk out side of Angie's room and he told me to sit down while he talks to me, by this stage panic was sweeping over me fast.

I'm sorry to tell you this sir but miss Carrara only got a 10% chance of surviving. When he said that I froze I didn't know what to do or what to say, tears filled my eyes and I put my head in my hands, Umm we would prefer if you didn't tell miss carrara as stress can make her condition worse the doctor said.

Okay I said not looking at him, I'll leave you alone the doctor said and then left. I sat there just crying but kept my head in my hands so no one would see, my angie, my beautiful girlfriend no this can't be.

I looked through the window and saw that she was starting to wake so I decided to quickly wipe my tears and walk in there and sit by her for when she wakes up.

She opens her eyes and looks at me and smiles weakly, hey beautiful had a nice sleep? I say stroking her face.

Yes she says innocently, she don't deserve to suffer like this, she don't know that there's a 90% if her dying.

German she calls in her croaked up voice, which snaps me out of my thoughts, german is there something wrong.

No no angel nothing is wrong, I say smiling down to her, I take her hand and she weakly tried to squeeze it right before the doctor walked in, hello miss Carrara how are you feeling?

Okay I suppose she says to the doctor, now miss Carrara what I'm about to ask you is something I need you to answer but the question don't mean anything, if anything happens to you, would you like to be resuscitated?

Angie looked shocked and looked at me and just nodded and with that the doctor wrote it down and smiled and left.

Angie looked at me weakly with tears in her eyes, german..a-am..I..g-going..to..d-d-die? She asked me now crying with tears just flowing down her face, I wipe her tears and hold her head gently I was very close to crying but I held it in, listen you are not going to die I won't let that happen, we are a team okay, we are going to fight through this together.

Angie looked directly into my eyes still with tears flowing down her face, I sit her up gently and hug her into my chest being very careful due to all the wired and tubes attached to her. You won't die I promise I whispered this time with tears coming down my face but she was to weak to look up and see which I was glad for because I don't want her to worry.