Destiny.

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-Jungkook's POV-

I couldn't go to school today. I'm still sore from the punches that asshole gave me. It's not like I want to go anyway. I only go to school because my mom keeps insisting for me to do so, or else I could just lie in ly bed doing nothing for the whole day.

My mom is still sleeping, yet Minhyuk went to work. I never got to see their morning routine since I always get out before they do. But today I heard Minyuk's footsteps for like twenty minutes before he got out and closed the door quietly but not enough for me not to hear it.

And before you ask, I didn't sleep. I couldn't close my eyes for the whole night thinking about no one but Jimin. The look he gave me when I rolled his sleeves up, when I envaded his privacy. And after thinking from the dusk 'til dawn, I came to the conclusion that I'm a dick.

I shouldn't have acted that way. Jimin is probably scared of me now and he will for sure run away from me. I'm such a creep. I can't believe I insisted on him doing something he doesn't want and to tell me who it is even if he doesn't want to. I made him scared, that was clear in his eyes. The last thing I want to do, is to scare Jimin away, and not getting him to trust me and tell me everything he wants to tell , but I've done otherwise.

Even if I feel a little bit sad why he couldn't tell me, because I would tell him anything he wanted to hear, I won't even hesitate, because I trust him enough to do so. But I guess this is not reciprocated.

Suddenly Yoongi's words came back to my mind, the ones that kept haunting me for the whole night;
He doesn't love you Jungkook, no one loves you and no one ever will. You simply don't deserve love. Because love, this word is too high for someone like you.

And he wasn't lying tho. The only person I cared about now is scared of me.

My thoughts were drifted away by a light buzz on my phone resting in the nightstand. I took it closing my eyes lowkey wishing for it to be Jimin then opened one eye before letting a gasp out of my mouth with the surprise.

@vAntae: 12:23
U didn't come. Everything ok?

As if you care.

I sighed letting my phone fall from my hand in the bed before hearing another buzz.

@vAntae: 12:24
Uk I can see that u read my msg right?

I rolled my eyes at the message. What exactly does he want from me after breaking my heart and making me not believe in love anymore? Asking me for a talk yesterday -which was the reason I got beaten up- then sending me a message today? I hope it's not a plan with Yoongi..

12:26 :@Jeonjk97

Hi

@vAntae: 12:26
As I said yesterday. Can we talk?

12:26 :@Jeonjk97

Sure. What do you want to talk about?

@vAntae : 12:27
Id wanna talk here Jungkook. I meant we should go 2 a cafe or smth.

I let out a sigh I didn't know I was holding. I'm not sure if going out with him is a good idea. Wait is that a date? What are you thinking Jungkook? Of course it isn't, he has a boyfriend. My mind is telling me not to go because I will be hurt, emotionally first because I will remember our memories and how now he seems happier without me while I feel much sadder without him, then physically because Yoongi is gonna beat me up for real this time. But my heart is telling me otherwise.