The Bully and the Bullied (BOY X BOY)

Chapter 1

~~~Shanes P.O.V~~~

     I gasp sharply as pain exploded in my head as I'm pushed into a locker by my bully...

     And my first love.

     I know, I know. I'm masochistic right? I dont know, maybe.

     All I know is I've been in love with my bully since primary school. He has been with me at every one of my schools.

     You're probably wondering why would I love someone who has hurt me?

     Well truth is I dont know why myself.

     Why do I love him? I ask myself as I get pulled off the ground and pushed against the locker by my collar with a grunt.

     "Whats up faggot?" My bully, aka Jacin seethes in my face as I wimper.

     "L-leave me al-alone Jacin!" I barely manage.

     "What? Whats that faggot? You want me to leave you alo-"    

     "What do you kids think you're doing?!" A teacher yells from across the hall cutting Jacin off.

      "Shit." He mumbles under his breath. "You're lucky this morning." He seethes before running with his jockeys in tow.

      I slide to the ground and sigh heavily. He won't ever love me, after all he is a homophobic jerk.
  
     The teacher reaches me asking me questions asking if I'm hurt or if I need to go to the nurse but I just brush him off telling him I'm alright and start heading to class.

     As I get to my first peiriod Maths class I am early so I take a seat in the back by the window.

     Ten minutes later the warning bell sounds and people start piling into the classroom as I keep my head turned out the window.

     I havent introduced myself yet have I? Well my name is Shane Mikel. Im 17, has white blond hair, and seafoam green eyes. I have an pale complexion and I'm gay and a guy. Im kinda on the smaller side as a guy at only 5'5. Im skinny also not like toothpick skinny but still skinny..

     I was spacing out untill I felt someone poking me in the shoulder I go to snap at the person untill I see everyones eyes on me and I look around and confusingly ask "what?"

     People busted out laughing and I blushed a scarlet red, I look down at the teacher and he looks at me and repeats the question and I nod and answer correctly.

     I go back to looking outside and daydream again till I hear the bell and shuffle outside the classroom.

     My next classes go through quickly and in no time I am walking, well running home. Hoping I dont run into Jacin.

     Soon im at my front door and walking in panting for air. I head upstairs to do homework and finish and so I changed into an oversized hoodie a tight fit shirt and some pajama pants. "Shane dinners ready!" Calls my mother.

     I run down stairs smelling delisious meatloaf and walk into the dining room to find Jacin and his family In the living room waiting on dinner.

     I freeze as soon as I see Jacin and start shaking when he meets my eye.

     Dammit! I forgot mom is close with his mother but a diner really? We havent had one of these with their family since Jacin and I were little and when we use to get along just a little bit better...Dammit!

     I turn quickly around and practicly run into the kitchen whisper yelling at my mom "Why didnt you tell me they were coming?!" She looks up and roles her eyes.

     "I didnt tell you because I knew you were going to find someone else to eat dinner with so you dont have to be here." She explains and goes back to putting food on plates. "Do me a favor and start putting these on the table." She asks handing me a few plates.

     Once everyones plate was in place mom called everybody into the dining room and we all sat down and I looked at Jacin to see him staring at me but I ignore it and go back to eating and daydreaming.  

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Well this is my first book ever and I want all the feedback good, bad I dont care because I do want to know if I'm a terrible writer or not. Well please comment and give some feedback so I know if I should continue writing or not and if you want to give ideas or anything just PM me and I will mostlikely respond. I hope you like this and my future works I will try my best. And I will find pictures hopefully for my characters soon. Also I will try to update a few times every week.

                                                                                                          ~Shion