Let Me Speak - Part 16

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Let Me Speak

I got up dragging myself back to my room

"Amber please don't lock yourself away we are your friends" I heard Chilled's voice behind me as I shut the door, sliding down it.

Why did Brandon never tell me that info before I left!? Before I even applied!

"Amber.."

Smarty.. 

"Look you don't have to reply or even listen but I hope you will.. I've loved you from the day I met you.. Sure that sounds stupid but it's true.. I always wanted to be close to you but in doing that I've hurt you more.. I may of even scared you and I am so sorry... If you love Dlive or Brandon I'm fine with that but I just needed to put everything from my head and heart on the table.."

I could hear his voice starting to choke up as he walked away. 

"Smarty please" I flew the door open running out, he turned around 

"I'm sorry... I know I have hurt you so much these last few months and I didn't mean to... Dlive was a jerk and I shouldn't have even liked someone who acts like that.. and Brandon... well we were a couple before I moved here but it was actually 3 years before I moved here and it didn't work out and I don't like him like that anymore because I like someone else..." I smiled looking at him

"Who?... Ze or Chilled?" he looked down

"You're joking right?" he shook his head

"No one ever likes me.. I'm just an idiot they pick on in the Derp Crew" 

I moved close pulling him into a hug "It's you though... It was you from the start" 

He hugged back tight "I'll understand if you want to wait a bit before we try a relationship but I'm glad all this stuff is finally out in the open" 

"That would be nice, I just have to get myself back together" 

"Well I'll be glad to help" He smiled 

"Hate to ruin the moment" Chilled whispered 

"What!?" we both yelled at him as he stood there stiff

"Ummm it's Thursday..." he looked down. Wait Thursday?... Oh shit! Derp Crew stream! Smarty and I shared a look remembering 

"Chilled you won't get home in time"

He laughed "Its an xbox stream anyway"

He started getting everything set up as the boys joined the skype call and the stream started. Smarty leant over kissing my cheek before the webcam turned on 

"Why is Amber bright red?" Tom asked laughing, I sat there shaking my head trying to get it to go away 

"It's nothing" I giggled

"Can we play!? Chilled's ass is mine!" Ze yelled, licking his lips as we all lost it in fits of laughter

It was nice that everything was starting to get back on track and now that Smarty and I had our feeling in the open we both wondered what our futures would be like... Would it be together or would we stay as friends?...

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