Stay Down 3

Chapter 1-A Part Of Me You Will Always Be

Chapter 1-A Part Of Me You Will Always Be

Two Years Later

Sometimes I sit and I wonder how it's even possible to love someone so much we been through so many dark days and so many tears and heartaches and in spite of all that we've been through we still love eachother just as much as we did when were 17

They say you only get one soulmate one real true love and Chris is my soulmate my one true love

He is my bestfriend he is my heart When I look at him sometimes I just smile at him I just love him so much never thought I would be in love like this Chris has shown me a love like no other kind

I can feel it when he's holding me at night I can see it when he smiles at me I can hear in his heart beats

this love was never perfect but it's always been real

I have a loving husband two beautiful kids and I have my own company to go along with it

Waking up early in the morning in a california king bed with my fine ass husband and our kids stretch out in our bed

and I couldn't be any happier this is life

Im so blessed too blessed at that

Chris open his eyes

he looked at me and said "How you sleep"

"Terrible"I smiled

"If it was so terrible than why are you smiling"He asked

"Because everytime I look at you I just want to smile"I said

"yeaa I know that feeling"He said smiling at me

Chris has changed in so many ways

Chris has been so loving and so supportive to me  he took a break from music to stay at home with the kids to let me do my thing

He stepped up 100 times and has been more than amazing to me

Chris has been on daddy mode and I get to work Its been working out for us

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"I'll raced you to the bathroom"I said

"Last one there gotta give head"He said

I quickly got out of bed and Chris did too we ran to the bathroom

he locked the door and started kissing me

than he paused and said "I want another baby"

"I know"I said

We've been trying for baby number three but we are not having any success

And we was getting it every chance we could and  still no baby which was confusing because we never had a problem conceiving and I was having the hardest time getting pregnant

"It's gonna happen"He said confident

He wanted a baby so bad this would be the first baby we actually planned to have

and I wanted to give him that

Making love in the shower with the man I love being as nasty as we want to be

hearing him whisper "I love you"in my ear

and than he picks me up and fucks the shit out of me